I FOUND THIS ON TUMBLR WHAT EVEN NOOO ITS JUST LIKE THE GAME :c
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“Hey……….Aoba”
Suddenly it comes back to me, my memories before being “fixed”. In an instant I drop to my knees. Barely able to speak I hoarsely say, “Aoba-san what have I done to you.” I bring clenched fists up to my eyes to cover the tears that don’t stop. “I’m so sorry Aoba-san.” I kneel beside the stone cold table that uplifts my beloved Aoba. All I can hear is faint breathing as though that is all that is left of him. I’m a monster, a non-living, inhuman object that thought the impossible could happen. I really am not human. I’m just a machine that took the feelings of the beautiful Aoba. As I’m kneeling, crying with tears full of hatred towards myself and pain towards Aoba, I hear a faint voice. I would know this voice anywhere. “Clear is that you?” I stop and hesitantly look at the doll-like love of my life. He looks so thin and lifeless. But I get up and grab his shoulders, screaming in hysterics. “Yes Aoba I am here, its me.” A faint smile appears on Aoba’s lips. It’s the first time I’ve seen him smile. “I’m so glad you’re back Clear.” He talks as though every word takes all his breath away. “Aoba-san how can you be glad, I’m a monster. I’ve taken everything away from you, your legs that once brought you to me; wherever I was, your pure eyes that always saw right through me, your arms that held me in a way that no one else would or could, and the most important thing, your beautiful heart that gave me life.” Barely able to get those words out my voice, cracking at almost every word. “Clear…..don’t cry………I gave those to you. Everything……..my legs, my eyes, my arms…..my heart where already yours. Everything……I am belongs……….to you.” “I don’t deserve your everything. I’m a machine that has hurt you in ways unthinkable. I don’t deserve you or to live anymore. You should hate me.” The tears that had suspended for a brief moment come back, falling onto what is left of Aoba.
“Clear you didn’t know what you were doing,……………..Toue did this to you. I could never……….hate you. You were and still are the Clear that I fell in love with. I never gave up on you,……………….I knew you would come back to me. ” His voice is so faint and soft. And yet his words are stronger than anything else in the world. “Aoba-san I’m so sorry.” A gentle smile forms from his dull lips.” It’s ok Clear, don’t cry anymore.” I then grab Aoba and hug him. It was a gentle hug based on his condition but its meaning couldn’t be stronger. I cup his face and plant a soft kiss on his lips. And for the first time, Aoba seemed alive again.
In struggling voice Aoba says “Clear will….you sing…..for me.” I gently hold his body in my arms and start singing the song, the Jellyfish song. While I’m singing Aoba smiles one last time and filled with forgiveness and love, Aoba slowly says “Clear, I love you.” His breathing slowly drifts away. But I continue singing till the end.
When the song is over I put my head to the chest that contains the most beautiful heart that will ever exist and listened to its beating fade away. Like the sound of bird wings slowly disappearing in the sky. And then all at once I stopped hearing the beating. Hysterically crying I cling to the body that could once love me and hold me back. “I love you too, Aoba-san.”
I stay like that for an hour. I then pick up his body and put it into a body bag that Toue had given me depending on what I ended up Doing with my “doll.” I know what I must do with my Aoba. I carry the bag with such care and walk out of the stone cold room to the elevator. A is walking the other way towards me and stops at the sight. “Ah I see you have finally gotten rid of your fake master.” A sinister smile creeps into his face. “What are you gonna do with that thing?”
“I’m going to get rid of it” struggling to say it without compassion or sign that I had remembered my past I push the words from my lips. I slowly start walking to the elevator to bring Aoba to our destination.
It takes a while but we finally arrive at a place so special to me, it’s the only place I could even think that would be worthy of holding Aoba’s body. I take his body out of the bag and bury it trying to compress my pain.
And there he lies……on a hill, on the beach next to a man who also changed my life….grandpa.
I drop to my knees once more on front of the two burial sites and scream in pain and sadness. I don’t have my master, my beloved Aoba anymore. I have no place here.
I sit down next to Aoba and I start singing a song. A song that Aoba and grandpa knew very well. I look up at the beautiful sunset and listen to the calm lifeless waves. I look up while still singing and suddenly see Aoba and grandpa standing in front of the water a little ways away. And I stop singing in shock. Grandpa is smiling and waving with a kind face. I gently smile back. Grandpa turns looks at my adored Aoba and nods, and slowly vanishes. Aoba is still there, I can’t believe it, he has his whole body again and is looking right through me just like he used to. Tears start to build up in my eyes and then fall uncontrollably. He looks at me and smiles as though he is saying to stop crying. He walks over to me and touches my cheek. I feel his touch ever so faintly, as he wipes away my tears. He gives me one last soft kiss, looks into my eyes and turns and walks towards the water………….He turns and lifts up his arms that were given back to him and waves with the biggest smile he has ever made….I manage to smile and wave back. Aoba faces back to the water and disappears into the sunset.
I sit there crying…….but for once they are happy tears. I suddenly remember grandpa’s words to keep sleeping and I gently lie down. For the last time I close my eyes and slowly say………..“Arigato………… Aoba-san.”
