Broken Home

Background😞

In my house it's me, Makayla. my mom, Alice. my step dad, Ronny. And my 3 year old brother, Jayden. Shit has been pretty tough in the past and continues to stay difficult every day.

Age 7. I was raped. Never told anyone until age 9

Age 9. I told my dads gf about it. Went to court and the sorry excuse of a man was found innocent bc I waited so long to say something. (Dad is Lee, dads gf was Kate)

Age 11. Dad went to jail for 3 months for beating Kate one night while they were drunk and she brought another guy home.

Age 12. My dad getting out of jail was my Christmas present. He was released on December 25th of 2012.

Age 13. Was diagnosed with depression and anxiety. And started to self harm.

Age 15. My step dad was caught recording me in the shower. He left the house for 2 weeks but was then invited to live with us again. My mom had asked me if I was out with it and even tho I was not I told her it was fine bc I knew she loved him.

Age 16. Moved back in with my mother for like the 2nd time and absolutely hated it. I couldn't stand her. My mom had a problem with emotionally abusing me and sometimes came close to being physical.

I am currently 17. I will be 18 in 3 months. I was living with my dad for a good while. Everything was great. I had a bf that lived 2 houses down and I loved him with all of me. I was with him for 8 months. We'll call him Brandon. I spent multiple nights at his house and he was literally my everything. We broke up over stupid shit and I went into a deep, black hole of depression and couldn't get out. I started skipping school so I wouldn't have to see him.. I skipped for about 3 weeks straight before my dad found out.. he kicked me out and made me move to my moms. I've been here since may 6th and today is August 13th. It started out really badly. I hated it. I met a kid. We'll call him Alec. I thought everything was great... eventually he became just a complete ass after about 2 months and I was gaining feelings for someone else.. we broke up. I talked to that someone else for a while. We'll call him Ned. I started to feel as if it just wouldn't work out and I asked to be just friends. He said he was hurt but he understood. At this time my best friend, Natalie, was dating my guy best friend, We'll call him Kay. They were a long distance relationship. He shared with me that he was losing feelings for her. They broke up and we got even closer than we were before. It stayed best friends for a while.. I went to visit my dads house and my sister set me up with a guy a bit older than me. We'll call him Jarret. My sister is CJ. He asked me out that Saturday night and I said yes. A few days later it was like 3am and I was thinking about a lot. I came to realize that I was in love with my best friend Kay... I felt like shit since Natalie dated him not too long before it but I was honest with her and told her about it. She told me to pick her or him and I just couldn't do it.. long story short, we aren't friends anymore. I am now dating Kay and she has feelings for Jarret. Kay and I started dating on August 7th. And I couldn't be happier..

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