that night, was a cold night. the wind slighty touched my skin. i was lookin out of the window-from my bedroom-. the clock's ticking. it pointed 2 am. yes. i cant sleep. tomorrow-a few hours later-is my first day as a high school girl. actually, i really looking forward for that. but somehow-im not sure why-i cant sleep. so, i was just watching what's happening outside for about 3 hours nonstop. yep nonstop whitout any break.
it was a quiet night. with a starry clear sky. i was just doing nothing. with an empty thought. nothing's inside my mind. then suddenly, i remembered about my old friend. maybe bestfriend. Sam. a brunette girl with blue eyes and fair skin. she's kinda tall. not too skinny nor too fat. we've been bestfriend since we're 9. i've done so many things with her.
until one day, she was in love with Jonathan. but Jonathan was in love with me. i didnt have any feelings for him. yet he keeps chasing after me. i said to Jonathan several times not too loving me, cuz Sam loved him. this incident's making a disaster-not the big one. so suddenly, Sam doesnt wanna talk to me. once i say hi to her, she doesnt even looking at me. i think she hates me. because of Jonathan. but i cant blame him. cuz i know not everybody can control their feelings. since then, Sam acts like she never know me before. acts like she doesnt even know my name.
im honestly fine with that. but i really feel bad for Sam. and i dont know what to do. i've ever thought like what if i cant make any friends in the future. im really panicked.
ok, back to reality. me, still not doing anything then trying to sleep. which actually kinda hard because im not sleepy, but i know have to. and then thank god i could sleep.
6.30 my alarm's ringing. i woke up. i was feeling ok. so here's a thing. i was dreaming about someone. which i dont know who is he. i can't remember where or what time was that. what i remember is just : me, were standing and saw a boy with a round glasses. and he saw me too. then he's smiling to me. so i am. and then he walked toward me. hugged me. so tight. in that situation, it looks like we know each other, eventhough im not sure what kind of relationship we have. so we hugged each other, talking a lil bit, then he hold my hand, and start walking. yea. we walked together. and that's it. i forgot before or after that.
