I have too many best friends to count, though you all disagree and say I can't have more than one, but I can, because I love you all so much it hurts, but because I'm not gonna see her for 9 weeks, the award goes to Beth :').
Dear my lovely, lovely Beth.
Yes, okay, you've been my best friend for almost two years. I admit, that's less than others but hey, you were busy doing god knows what the first few years we knew each other, and I was doing different stuff in the opposite direction I guess, but still you're the one I can trust when I tell you anything.
I can trust you to keep my secrets, and not judge me, no matter how terrible they may seem. You're the one who gets me, like properly gets me, none of these stupid covers I hide behind, you like truly truly understand who I am. You get that spilling my guts just isn't me, and that I prefer to wall it all up because it hurts too much for me. I thank you for that.
Then, you're the friend that can tear down that wall in a second. You're the friend that can leech all this pain, and hurt, out of my emotional wounds and make them all better. You are the girl that makes them hurt a little less and less each day because I finally understand how I'm feeling, just through talking to you about it.
I get I've been distant lately, but it's just a thing I do. I can't help it. It's just part of me, I'm a 'reyt' nomad as you would put it, with your new stupidly awesome sheffield accent that you're picking up from Thomas, next you'll be talking to me about gennels and the like you silly mare.
I'd like to say thank you for sticking with me, even though I'm distant, and a hormonal bitch that never picks up her phone and checks her messages.Thank you for trusting in my erratic behaviour and knowing that when you need me, truly need me, I'll be there.
Look, I'm doing it again, I'm waffling but it has to be done. If I half arse this then I won't forgive myself. Thank you for not laughing at my when my 'favourites' change, and never disagreeing with me over how awesome they are because you know how easily wounded I am when people pick on my favourites. I'll let the Darren Criss chin thing slide ;).
You're my one and only gremlin, who will sit and listen to K-Pop with me even when no one else will.
You're my one and only Sparrow, I'm your one and only walking Wikipedia
Britton lad x
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