ONE YEAR AGO Twitter: "@bailey: you're worse then nicotine"
NOW Baileys POV I wake up to the sun in my eyes and groan for being woken up. I turn to look at my phone and see it's only 11 am. I groan once again and get up to take a shower to start my day as today is very important. I grab my phone and open one of my favorite apps; twitter then I tweet something smiling like crazy
Twitter: "@bailey: IM GOING ON ELLEN TODAY!!!!!!!" I watch as my tweet blows up with likes and comments. As I scroll down liking and replying to some I see that my best friend Hailey replied to the tweet and laugh @callmehailss: YES QUEEN! YOU DESERVE THIS IM SO HAPPY FOR YOU 😭❤️
I like and rt her tweet smiling as I tweet her back saying thank you and stuff. When I'm done I look at the time and see it's almost noon and I'll be leaving in two hours and I still need to shower and get ready. So I quickly jump in the shower blasting music, once I finish I get out and head to my closest and pick out a pair of my famous black ripped skinny jeans, a white shirt, and an all black pair of vans. Once I'm dressed I grab the stuff I need for the show and head to the car to get to the studio so I'm not late. Once I arrive I get to where I'm supposed to be only having an hour til the show airs and I head music playing and me already being a huge fan of Ellen knew it was the time where the crowd dances while waiting for the show so I find the curtain and smile as I watch a little kid dance to the music. 30 minutes later it's time for me to head to the stage and talk to Ellen, once it airs my leg begins to bounce. "Are you nervous Bailey?" Ellen asks. "Yeah" I giggle "just a little bit" I add. "So Bailey..a fan has a question to ask you, Emma? Please stand up and ask your question" Ellen smiles. A girl who I guess is Emma stands up with shaky hands and looks at me with a smile. "I know this is probably a weird and personal question but you're so open to us fans and I got curious and you don't have to answer if you don't want to but how many people have you dated?" She rambles. "I've only dated one person" I smile. "Mikey Jimenez right? From 4th ave?" Ellen asks "Yeah.." I trail
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I see everyone looking at the screen and aweing so I turn around and see a few pictures of Mikey and I. I stare at the pictures and sadly smile. "Yeah that's him, that was my mikey" I say "How long did you guys date?" Ellen says curious "Oh wow it was about four years?" I reply "Four years?! And you weren't engaged or anything?" She says baffled "We started dating the summer before freshman year and then after we both graduated he gave me a promise ring" I smile "Is it the one you're wearing on your necklace?" Ellen says raising her eyebrow "What? Oh uh n-no it's.." I stutter "yeah it is" I add while blushing "Why did you keep it?" She asks "I- Just because we broke up doesn't mean I still don't love him..he was my first kiss, my first boyfriend he means a lot to me and so I kept it as it shouldn't be thrown away" I hesitate to say "Aaaaah I see, when's the last time you saw him? And why did you guys break up?" Ellen questions "It's been almost two years" I sigh "we broke up because we were both always so busy with our tours and everything that we never saw each other and it pained me not seeing him and he hated when I was in pain so he broke things off which hurt me even more as I love him so so much but he said I'd get over it and forget about him one day. We still talk but like it isn't long conversations it's mostly us replying to each others tweets and that's it" I add "Wow I'm so sorry Bailey" Ellen says sadly "It's okay, I've gotten over it I guess" I quickly say "I'm like talking to someone right now anyway" I add smiling "Oooo really? Who?" She smirks "I'm not aloud to say yet as it isn't official or anything but when I can I'll let you know" I wink Ellen laughs and then we talk about more stuff as I answer more fan questions. Ellen then says it's time for me to sing one of my songs and I get up and go to where I'll be singing at. "Who's ready to hear Bailey sing one of her songs she wrote awhile ago?!" Ellen says excited "here she is about to sing her song 'New'!" She adds I take a deep breath waiting for the lights to turn in and once they do I smile at the crowd and sing my song all the way though
When you walk past that park near your apartment now Do you think about me? Do you think about me? Do you drive fast? When you realize you're on my street Do you drive slowly? Do you think about me? Thought I could pack up my suitcase and just walk away, walk away (walk away) Leave you with all the shit I didn't want to take, my mistake I'm missing you, I'm missing you What the hell did I do? (did I do?) Messing with someone new Thinking I wanted to Turns out I don't want new, I want you I'm missing you, I'm missing you What the hell did I do? (did I do?) Messing with someone new Thinking I wanted to Turns out I don't want new, I want you Don't want new, I want you Don't want new, I want you I'm in his bed, right next to him But he don't know I'm just thinking 'bout you I'm thinking 'bout you When it's 3 AM, and I'm at the diner with his friends I ain't thinking them I'm just thinking 'bout you Thought I could pack up my suitcase and just walk away, walk away (walk away) Leave you with all the shit I didn't want to take, want to take I'm missing you, I'm missing you What the hell did I do? (did I do?) Messing with someone new Thinking I wanted to Turns out I don't want new, I want you I'm missing you, I'm missing you What the hell did I do? (did I do?) Messing with someone new Thinking I wanted to Turns out I don't want new, I want you Don't want new, I want you Don't want new, I want you Thought I'd be better without you I can't stop thinking about you Now I'm with someone new (I want you) Thought I'd be better without you I can't stop thinking about you Now I'm with someone new (I want you) I'm missing you, I'm missing you What the hell did I do? (did I do?) Messing with someone new Thinking I wanted to Turns out I don't want new, I want you Messing with someone new Thinking I wanted to Turns out I don't want new, I want you
Once I finish the song I get off the stage and watch as Ellen closes the show, once she does I'm told I'm able to leave and before I head out the door I get a text from someone asking if they can come over and I quickly reply saying yes and then head home. Once I head home I see cars in my drive way and on my curb and smile quickly parking. When I park I run into my house but before I can even get in the door all the way I'm tackled in a bear hug by someone.
