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Jump

-forget your problems

time to let them go

whoa

forget tomorrow

i just wanna jump (jump!)-

Is part of a lyric that makes me happy, I guess.So I lately told you that I suffered a change , drastic change on my outer image an act by my mother to please society. Several time I ask what she was doing , it was kind of weird for her part because she never gave me attention after she split. Oh, true forgot that detail...My parents split but haven´t divorced, pretty complicated but i don´t care, or maybe yes, but I got a new closet, and was forced to be under a ´´diet´´. Pretty complicated I guess, 3 months ´till I reach my mother´s goal. Vegetables , Fruits, healthy things everywhere...but where do my nutella, candies where? I could only eat them 1 day of the month, yeah you read it I had to wait for 30 or 29 days to eat some... Okay , so I was right. I was part of plan...She changed the way I look because after 2 years of home school and getting in a very advanced year she decide to make me go to school.

Hurray! - I said faking 

Sweetie, is for you own good- she said trying to be sweet

I don´t want to leave my friends behind, I want to stay here.. Can´t you understand me for once in your lifetime- I said in a burst of emotions

Friends doesn´t exist, so go pack right now because I say so- she yelled

Oh my gosh, I wanted to run away , did you see... she said because I say so, feeling like she has control on me. Well she has it but, ugh is unfair. I pack that girly clothe and shoes. but good news got my vans. -Wow good news you got vans , are you serious girl?-. Okay I can have battle on my mind with me, but its normal. I guess.

So okay , we were changing from were I lived part of my life since I was 9, I´ve been living here and now we were moving to another state. Just because she got promoted and there her sister-in-law and awesome daughter live.  My mother always wanted me to be like Elizabeth but we were completely different. Now let me explain you the difference between awesome Elizabeth...

-She is very social, sunshine attitude, not good grades , and she is always around friends.

-Me(original) not very social, only with my friends I can be a bursting rainbow unicorn girl and with people I don´t know I´m dull, good grades even when I´m having home school, and only 6 friends. Me(as the product of my mother telling by the way I look) Social , party girl , friendly , and girly. 

I wasn´t moving to the other side of the world but few states across. Minnesota to California. From now on I´ll be a Cali girl. Minnesota is awesome , were I always got a blast, I mean my own definition of blast. So, now I will get a dinner with my close friends, only friends.... 

We went to Olive Garden as I request of my lovely mother. Fancy thing for my friends because we are happy with mcd´s or pizza hut. 

Laura,Casey,Victoria(vicky), Logan, Adam, Kate we sat down on a round table who had napkins, fancy elegant order and we had to use them. 

When the waiter gave each one of us the plate we ordered and left we started mocking around. We laugh very loudly because we were trying to be fancy elegant kids.

I think there is a fly on my drink-imitating an elegant accent

Just eat, it has a lot of proteins, Mr. Logan-imitating his accent.

We spend talking and laughing, but I was getting kinda nostalgic,but whatever if they are true friends they will stick with me. One less friend to care about, less problems to them , so at the end I think they will be going to feel relief. I´m not an easy going person, and sometimes I can be very annoying at the point were I can´t even handle myself. -Yeah I know how come you cant handle yourself you should know how to- Its something very difficult to understand because we are different at all points of view...