I've been dreading this day for a month now .
Going back to school after Matt's death won't be easy for me. Everything and everyone in that school will remind me of him .
Matt was very popular in that school , everybody knew him and loved him , he was that rich kid who plays soccer at the school's team , that kid who has good grades and that kid who every girl dreamed of , but he was mine , mine only.
I didn't have much sleep for two days now because of that nightmare . It was weird how that guy , Henry, appeared in it. I don't even know him. I've known Matt for 2 years but I've never seen him with that guy before.
For the past month , I stayed at home so I could get some rest away from people and school , but I knew I'd have to go back to school sooner or later.
Today was that day when I had to face people again. You're a coward! People will think you're a freak. Nobody will care about you after your boyfriend's death. These voices in my head won't seem to shut down .
"Shut uuuup!" I yelled to no one in particular . These voices are driving me insane.I had them since Matt's death. But I have to stay strong .
This year was my senior year in high school, everybody knows me as Matt's girlfriend but I don't really have any friends besides Nate. We have lotta classes together , he's a really nice guy . Well, he's been checking on me every week after the funeral to keep me updated with school's work and stuff.
After showering , wearing my clothes and gathering my things I headed to school not caring to put some make up on . I probably look like shit but I'm not in the mood for make up .
I decide to take the bus to school , because Matt is no longer here to pick me up , and that's the first thing today that reminds me of him. going back to school is a bad idea!
When I arrived at school , I felt everyone's eyes on me. That's starting to make me uncomfortable. "Oww , the poor Jade is back" Some blonde skank said.
"Yeah look at her , lonely as fuck... Now that Matt is gone , who are you gonna kill next?" her friend said next. And that comment made me turn and glare at her . "I.DIDN'T.KILL.HIM"I said through gritted teeth.
"Yeah , whatever" And they walked away.
Why would someone think I killed him?
The first classes went by with people shoting me glares and weird looks and some came to ask id I'm alright after what happened . Well my boyfriend died and I don't know how or why and people here are accusing me of killing him so yeah I'm perfectly fine.
The bell rang signaling lunch time , so I gathered my things and headed to the cafeteria but the looks and the whispers from everyone there made me regret coming here in the first place so I took my lunch and went to eat it outside , between two brick walls.
I really didn't have the appetite to eat anything so I kinda just sat there and watched as people passed by.
Then I saw him. Henry... I walk towards him so I can talk to him , but about what? before I thought of what I was gonna tell him the words slipped outta my mouth.
"Hi , Henry" I said , standing in front of him.
"Who the heck is Henry?" He replied . Well , wait , his name was Henry , wasn't it?
"Eh , you?" confuse clear in my voice but then the guy laughed , why is he laughing?
"It's Harry , H-A-R-R-Y. "Harry said. "Oh-kay then , I just wanted to thank you for the ride" I said not knowing where this conversation was going.
He frowned "It was nothing er.. what was your name again?".
"Jade , Jade Wood" I said.
"Yeah whatever , I gotta go" he said .
"Do you go to this school?" I asked.
"None of your business , Wood" he replied firmly then left me standing alone in the middle of the hallaway.
I've never seen him in this school before , and that's what's making things ... creepy?
I'm not sure of his last name but in my dream it was Styles. So I'll make sure to ask Nate if he knows someone with this name, later.
I made my way back to class . Mr.G started talking about Egypt's history and what not , while I started thinking things over . First, I bumped into Harry at the funeral , then the grocery shop and now at school , and I'm sure he doesn't even go to this school as he seems older than us .
Could he be stalking me or following me around? Oh my god, the idea itself is creepy as fuck. But then , nothing's impossible.
My day at school came to an end , and let me tell you , it was hell.
On my road to home , I met Nate. Finally... "Oh , hey Nate" I tapped his shoulder.
He turned to me and suddenly his face lit up "Oh My God , Jade , I've been wanting to see you all day . I heared people talking about you being back to school and stuff. So how've you been?" He said.
"Well , I'm okay , I guess. But yeah I really should go home now but I wanted to ask you something" I said quickly. "Yeah , sure" Nate said.
"Do you know someone who's last name is Styles?" I asked.
He seemed to think about it for a while but then answered me , "No , why'd you ask?".
"Err.. nevermind , it's nothing" I said. He shot me the Are-you-sure look and I said a quick "yeah , don't worry" and left him standing by himself while I ran to catch the bus.
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Mom isn't home yet so I have the house all to myself. I put my backpack down and ate a banana then made my way up to my room.
Pictures from the funeral , the grocery shop and school came flashing through my mind and I have one question , Who the hell is Harry Styles?or is that even his real name?
I grabed my laptob and went straight to google , who knows , it might help me discover who is Harry.
I googled "Harry Styles" but nothing important caught my eye. But while scrolling down , I saw something .... It was a Facebook's page with the name "Harry Styles" so I clicked on it ..
It was him , that's his facebook page , I can see his profile picture , it was him and some blonde girl kissing . But when I wanted to see other pictures , I couldn't.
I had to be friends with him first , but I don't have a Facebook account . That's when I decided to make one using a fake name .
And that's exactly what I did.
A.N.
Hope you liked the chap even if it's short . Well you see the chaps are getting longer everytime . So don't lose interest in the story yet ,
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Fanfiction"I trust you , Harry" I said with a hushed tone. "That's not a good idea" He said. I looked at him with a confused look. "And , why's that?" I said. "If I were you I wouldn't trust me .. Hell I don't trust me either" Harry said.
