Hello lovelies i know i know haven't been on in ages but I'm here and yeah.. I went to the doctor and she thinks i might be pregnant ... So I'm scared as hell. Anyways this one can be triggering does contain self harm and yeah.
Nialls POV
FLASHBACK ******
"You are a slut do you get that?!" Yells Zayn.
"I didn't cheat i swear!!" I yell crying , because of the fucking tabloids Zayn thinks I'm cheating on him.
"Oh yeah sure that's why your with her 24/7!!" Yells Zayn.
"Kaylin is a friend from Elementry !! I haven't seen her since X-Factor!" I yell.
"Well you know what fucker we are over!! I dont want a cheater nor a fucking slut! Oh and get your stuff and get out!" Says Z slamming his bedroom door.
That night i pack everything I own and call Li and i move in with him..
*****FLASHBACK ******
Since that day I've cut so for about 3 months... I just wish he would listen to me because Kaylin is basically my sis.... I sit on my bed and have my razor in hold. I start to make slices with beautiful oozing blood dripping down my arm and wrist. "Ni babes stop !" Zayn yells. "Why you don't love or trust so fucking why?!" I scream back in anger.
" Babes Kaylin told me and we had a very phiscal talk that's how i got this black eye." Z says. I chuckle a bit typical Kaylin. "Still you called me a slut and hurt me!" I say. "I know and i feel so fucking terrible!" He sighs. "Zayn i forgive you but no sex until you prove you love me no matter what!" I say smirking. "What?!?! Ughh fine anything for you.." He says. I crashed my lips on his. "I love you Ni!" "I love you too!"
There you go hope your not mad.
