you were worth it // jyler

chapter two

                                                  JUSTIN'S POV

I woke up on the couch. I must have fell asleep yesterday when Tyler came over. It's great that he wanted to be friends but i wanted more then that. I have feelings for him but he's straight and he has a girlfriend. I don't even know if it's such a good idea to be friends with him if  i have feelings for him. Those feelings are just gonna grow and i'm going to mess this up. I saw that Tyler sent me a Snapchat. I really wanted to see what he sent me yet one part of me didn't want to talk to him at all. I decided to see what he sent me. He asked me if he could come over. I just wrote yes, meet me by the mailboxes. See, we see eachother every morning at the mailboxes. He doesn't know but i always wait for him to show up. That's really the only time we talk, until now. I wanted to get to know him more. I walk outside and see him waiting by the mailboxes, he's on his phone wearing shorts and a really big hoodie. At first i thought he wasn't wearing shorts because of his long hoodie but i then realized that he was wearing shorts. I didn't even notice that i was staring at him until he walked towards me and said hi. We walked to my house.

-Sooo are you hungry? I can make you something to eat, i asked smiling at him.

 -No i'm good, he said sitting on my couch.  He looked so good ugh, i wish i could just kiss him and cuddle him. Well we did cuddle last night. I wish i could go back to that moment. I knew he had a girlfriend, Kelsey. But i had to make a move. This was probably the dumbest idea i've ever had in my life but i just couldn't help it. What did i have to loose? We're just neighbours anyway. I mean he would never talk to me again, but maybe he could like boys too? It's a looong shot but it's worth a try, even though it's probably not. I walked over to the couch. Tyler smiled at me, he looked so handsome and adorable. I sat beside him.

J: Hi

T: Hi there, do you wanna watch something? 

J: yeah, anything is okay with me.
T: Okay, um i actually thought that we could continue from last night?

Tyler smiled at me with his dreamy brown eyes.  I just looked at him dreamily and he looked at me confused.

T: So?

J: Oh right, yeah 

T: Where's the remote?

I saw the remote on his other side and decided to grab it. This was my chance to do something. I placed my hand on the other side of him and i looked at him in the eyes. He just stared at me. Our faces were only an inch apart at this point. I wasn't gonna do anything, but if he kissed me then he liked me. If he didn't,  i knew the answer. We waited for awhile until "you gonna kiss me or what" Tyler said looking at my lips. "Nope i'm just gonna take the remote" i said smirking at him taking my hand away with the remote in it. After awhile we started watching Shane's videos again. I wanted to cuddle like last time. Luckily he placed his head on my shoulder. I just snuggled closer to him. 

- You good? I asked. 

-Yeah now that you're here.

I looked at him and he looked up at me and continued,

- I've had a rough week, my girlfriend Kelsey and I aren't going through the best time right now.

- Is everything okay between you to and can i help you? i asked, i was really curious.

- I'd rather not talk about it and you're already helping me by letting me stay here.

He hugged me and i freaked out, but in a good way. The hug was just kind of him on top of me on my lap. He pulled away from the hug and looked me in the eyes. "justin?" he asked looking at my lips again. I just mumbled yes. He looked up from my lips and stared me in my eyes,

- I wanted you to kiss me.