Every day is a constant struggle to survive
The pain you cause me, I cannot survive
I slit my wrist and hope the pain goes
But it doesn’t
Another bad comment is another 100 scars
You won’t relies this
Because ill hide it
Hide it away from the world
Let no one see how I suffer
The biggest secret I’ve had to keep
Just put on a smile and say everything’s alright
But when I get home, the smile goes
Nothings alright
You speak to me
The words so harsh and painful
Bu throughout it all…
I still love you
I cannot cope
I slice my leg and bleed the pain away
But it comes back
It always comes back
But what if one day
Everything changed
I go to school
Smile
Smile
Go home
My dad is out and my mom too
I feel so alone
So this is how it feels when you reach the end of the road
I take a knife and drag it deep down my arm
I feel the warmth of my blood
As it runs over my skin
It flows faster and thicker this time
I knew it would
To make sure the plan works
I walk to the bathroom
I take out a box of pills
And down the lot
And I sit in my room alone
Bleeding to death
And at the same time, you wonder
Wonder why I’m not online tonight
I usually always am
You start to worry
Stat to panic
You ring my phone
I hear it go off
And I pick it up
The first thing I say
I love you
You ask what is going on
I tell you everything’s alright and that my laptop is broken
Lies
Deceit
But I didn’t want you to panic and ruin my attempt at dying
But you know something’s up
You tell me to tell the truth
Then thump
My phone drops from my limp, lifeless hand
You still hang there on the line
Crying
You know what has happened
But you don’t know why
I set myself free
Sirens scream out
Dad has come back home
To find his precious daughter
In a pool of her own blood
Unconscious
The ambulance arrives
But it comes too late
I have passed into the next world…
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found this one tumblr it was so sad i had to share it
