Life with him

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During the fan meetings Taehyung and I didn't talked at very much. When we spoke it wasn't like before. I noticed that his body language changed between talking to someone and just sitting down or being alone. When he talks to someone he smiles and wants to make sure the person believes that he's fine, but when he doesn't talk to anyone his smile disappears. He looks sad and tired. I need to talk to him. I want to make things clear between the two of us.  Okey Y/N...Taehyung sitting in a chair with his phone in front of his face.

You walked over to him. "Taehyung?" You said. Immediately you got his attention. "Yes, Y/N?" "Ehm...I need to talk to you later." "Sure." He answered. "Okey." You smile and walked back to your friends.

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You looked around. The times says 9.30pm and Taehyung should be here soon. At least that's what his message says. You decide to meet him at the central park. Because at this time there are barley people here. You looked around you once more and then you saw someone heading in your direction. You knew exactly who it was....Taehyung. You didn't know why but you suddenly felt nervous. He could just be joking with you. Or it could be something real.

"Hey Y/N" he said looking straight into your eyes. "Hey." "So what do you want to talk about?" He asks and you took a deep breath. "Well...I...you...we...why are you acting so wired? Why did you only smiled when you were on stage or talked to people?! And-/" "What do you mean by I only smile when I'm on stage or talking to others?" "When you talked to the others...even to me...you always made sure to smile. But when you were on your own...your eyes seemed tired and sad. Your smile disappeared and you just looked like you wanted to hide from anything and anyone." He lowers his head and you saw tears streaming down his cheeks. "Taehyung?" You say with worry and took a step towards him. "I'm sorry." He whispers but loud enough for you to hear. "What are you apologizing for?" You ask, taking another step in his direction. "I'm sorry" he replies his word and looked up with red eyes and thick tears in his eyes. He took two steps backwards. "I'm sorry Y/N" now even more tears stream down his face falling onto his jacket. "Taehyung...why are you apologizing? What happened?" "I...I'm sorry...this shouldn't...I shouldn't..."he stutters. You looked all confused at him. "Taehyung what shouldn't? Talk to me. What is it? I need clearness in this...so please tell me what is going on? Tell me and I swear I will help you with it." "It's not something like that...I...I-I can't..." "Tae...pleas tell me. I'm here for you." "I can't tell you." He whispers. You took a step forward. "I'm so sorry. I should have stayed away from it. I'm sorry..." "What are you saying? You've done nothing wro-/" "Of course I did something wrong!!" He yelled. You looked at him. You never heard him scream like that. You heard sadness in his voice. He stared to cry even more. "What is it...WHAT IS IT?! WHAT IS SO HORRIBLE THAT YOU CAN'T TELL ME!!" You screamed with anger, confusion, worry and fear. After a moment of silence you tried again. "What is it?" "I'm sorry..." "Please stop apologizing." You said. He looked up to you and everything made sense. "I LOVE YOU!" He screamed and walked away after you just stood there...

Unable to say something or even run after him, you just stood there. Realizing every action he did. Why didn't I noticed. Why didn't I realized it earlier?! You asked yourself falling down on your knees...crying.

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A/N: I'm back! (；ω；)

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