I was told at school go "die you so ugly and just so annoying, fat and just so weird, and stupid go die in a hole yor worthless and your a bitch so go and cut yourself some more and hopefully you'll finally die.
I don't believe I got it in me to stay alive for so long it just hurts so bad I feel
am like trapped and can't do anything about it , I feel so alone and numb and so confused, now am crying just great I hate myself when I cry i feel like it's a sign of weakness . I wish I was DEAD .