"I'm just a sad girl with a broken mind,
and you are a beautiful boy, a one of a kind.
I'm sorry I'm so much trouble in the middle
of the night, it's just the hardest time to fight.
It kills me, all that I put you through, most the
time I feel like I don't deserve you. Before I
met you I did it all myself, I had no one, only
the books on my shelf. I'd escape by reading
and writing most the time, the longest I'd go
without hurting myself was a week at prime.
I had a small list of reasons to keep on going
every day, yet none of them truly made me
want to stay. It was until I met you, my skies
started to look more blue. You'd chase away
the clouds over my head, and you were the
biggest reason I never wished to be dead.
I have found the one person I stayed strong
for, the one person who kept me wanting more.
I have been trying so hard to be a better
person, a better version of me. Yet deep
down half as strong as you are, is all I hope
to be. You have saved me from so much
more than you know, I could never, ever
let you go. You're my prized possession,
the silver lining through this depression.
I love you so goddamn much keep that in
your heart, no sadness or hurt will
keep us apart. I love you, I love you.."
i.c. // tumblr
