Burning Heart ▹ CIAMPA [COMPLETED]

28 ▹ meeting

❝Without you, I feel broke
Like I'm half of a whole
Without you, I've got no hand to hold
Without you, I feel torn
Like a sail in a storm
Without you, I'm just a sad song
I'm just a sad song...❞
— WE THE KINGS —

THE days became longer. They dragged out and, the more they did, the more that I slowly became a cocoon with an unbreakable shell.

I would go to work and do what I had to, all while being around Tommaso. Then, when it was all over and Victoria Valentine was back to being Nicole Swan, I was back to being my depressed self.

Johnny and Candice soon realized it, too, that something happened between myself and Tommaso. However, they couldn't figure out why, though. I wouldn't tell Candice and Tommaso apparently wouldn't tell Johnny, either.

All they needed to know was that... Without him, I am nothing. How pitiful is that? I thought that I would feel that way without Pete, not Tommaso. I don't know just how I feel anymore, but I do know one thing is for sure... I need to clear the air and make amends, even with those who I don't want to right now.

I don't know if it's because it has been two weeks since everything went down between myself and Tommaso, but I want to do something bizarre today to start off the making amends challenge that I have given myself.

I whipped out my phone and began to text on it to someone, hoping for a quick reply.