I wake up to the scent of poverty everyday not knowing when I'll leave this place and be where everything is given to you because when you try someone sees it and know you deserve at least a congratulations .
Here in my home I suffer from bullying and neglect.
My own mother and siblings taunt me and make me feel like there's no hope for me in this world .
I'm told I'll be nothing good in life and I won't have any meaning to this world and I never will.
I got hope when i met a friend .
He thought me how to love me and believe in myself but he is now gone ,gone to the one place I can't get to talk to him and hug him and tell him all my dreams and hopes.
He's gone and so too my soul .
I have one person left back who I can lean on but he too is far away from me and I'm feeling so incomplete .
I'm tired of living like this .
Right now I feel like ending my life so that everyone can be at ease not having to worry about what names i should be called to bring me down .
I just want to be loved if that's not too much to ask for .
