Park Jimin - The Shipable Mochi

Rant #2!

you guys can just skin this 

ok , so I have a lot on my mind right now and I really don't know where to start , how about by asking HOW THE F DOES ONE WRITE SMUT !!!!! 

I really don't know why I do this to my self *sigh* I really hate leaving my work unfinished but still here I am with three other stories in tow to be completed and I've already started a fourth  one *sigh* . 

the fourth one was supposed to be a one shot , you just one chapter and get over with it but I don't know why I thought of writing a smut will be great idea for my first trial .

I can't even back-out now , I've already published the first part of it ( you know , the build up of the smut and stuff ) and I seriously don't have the heart to unpublish that . and to make matters worst , I had to go for a threesome smut !!!!!! I seriously don't know why I do this to myself .

it's not like I don't know how smut stories work or anything caz basically that's all I read on wattpad and if you knew me you'll know that am literally on wattpad every 10 minutes . it's just that am getting cold feet for something , I just don't know how to start the smut part and it's literally killing me . I know a silly reason tho die but that's basically what am made of , silliness. 

the past two weeks had already been stressful enough and now am stressing over this . 

I had an exam on last Saturday and only I know how much hard I had worked for it and on the day of the exam I couldn't get the bus back home on time ( it was an online exam and we had to write it on our own at home since my institute couldn't afford that much computers , there were about 200 students taking the test .) ,so I had to run to the other bus stop in RAIN!!!  I got home late and that too soaking wet . 

I usually loved rain but that day I really hated with a passion . if this wasn't enough , while taking the exam half way through , the site crashed so I had to login with my phone and when I opened it in it , it showed half of my time up while all the questions I had marked was gone so I had to start all over again . and then to make things worst , the lights went off just as I was gonna submit and since I was on wifi , the network went off too but some how I still manged to submit it with the little bit of data I had on my phone .

I had gone through all this to write the exam and when on the next day ,I opened the site to check my results ( since it said it'll be released the next day after I submitted it ) it showed that I had missed the exam , that I haven't written the exam , that I haven't freaking even opened the site . 

I was so mad , caz bish I had written the exam two times , two freaking times . the next day I got to know that pretty much most of the students had the same problem so I was relived to know that I won't be getting into any trouble for supposed having "missed" the exam . but still I felt like all my hard work went to waste * sigh * 

I have so much more to rant about but it'll for the silliest of things (^ if these weren't already ) and I've already said enough so yeah.......

bye !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!