HURT, LUST And LOVE

chapter2

Hey meeks you finally arrived i been waiting on your ass all day hurry up freshen up your makeup lets get this party start Alex said.... girl relax i do have a daughter and i do have a job so i told you ill get here when i could besides the party look like it jus really got started i told her has i stand in front of her long mirror freshening up my make up. Alex sucked her teeth and said watever next thing i know she is pulling me out of the room time for a micalob and a joint time to get loose she shouted im right behind you i said trying to keep up with her pace.
Alex was a thick girl big thighs big boobs to and she was atleast 6'0 but it suited her perfectly but she had a gorgeous smile because it had a perfect gap and her dark brown hair that match her hazale brown eyes she was tall and beautiful i must say.
When we went out into front of the house it was swampt with ppl having fun and talking. Girls was all over the dance floor flonting there shapes and clothing to the men that caught there eye.
Alex lead me to the back door which was a glass door for us to go outside and roll up as nerves as i was i needed a joint to calm my nerves. I dont unferstand why i was so nerves because i came in the back here so much but it was not until i went to get my first drink i knew why my nerves was on me. Even though a nice girl stand in the back of the bar i could help but to notice him although he wasnt looking at me directly being in his presence jus made the hair on my skin rise...it wasnt the fact that he was black dark and handsome and was about 6'2 it was because he jus was released from prison and was one of the biggest dealers on the block. But i stayed out of his way because our first incounter about a year ago he called me a stuck up bitch because i refuse to talk to anyone in that area i was loyal to my baby daddy then and even though we weren't together i still felt like my loyalty was to him atleast until someone i can trust came along and showed me different.
So from then to now this is my first time seeing him since his release about 6 days ago. I headed back outside to finish the blunt alex rolled up she was than on her third one i smoked and drink and talk shit half the night until it was time for them to shut down even tho it was after 4 when they did the neighbors didnt mind because the majority there anyway.
Alex helped her brother with inventory so i got cleaned up while she did and when i came out they were counting up his sales for that night comes to find out the barmaid was stealing money because he was coming up short on his supplies at that point he called and fired her one shot saying he would rather run his own shit before a bitch steals from him. I jus was happy her judgment wasnt that harsh for the person people said he was.
I woke up the next morning to chattering and Alex smokeing a beddie i didnt even know it was 11o'clock in the morning i never sleep in this late no matter what time i reached home from a outting. I got up and went straight for my suitcase to get me a outfit to put on for the day. I dig through my bag and jus decided on a short ripped pants with a crop top and some flip flops. I went into the restroom to do my morning womenly duty of refreshing myself from head to toe.

When i was done i could smell the delicious aroma of a hot home cooked breakfast knowing alex love to cook she even envented her own recipts whiles in there. I hurry up groomed my hair because it was neatly wrapped so i jus combed it out and applied some eyeliner and lip gloss cherry flavoured my favorite and dashed into the kitchen cause i couldve already hear my tummy talking. When i got there she maked eggs and sausage and yellow grits and my plate was already prepared as i digged in we talked and laughted until i didnt even notice we had company jus random guys from the area who came by every day.
When we were through eatting i started to clean up which was the best part for me even tho my family think i suffer from OCD a really bad cleaning disorder i dont think so i jus like the smell of bleach and festival i love the smell of a clean home so i clean. So by the time we were done it was time for the bar to be open even though to me it never closes because the guys come at anytime to buy their smokes or rum.
Alex does her inventory to make sure everything is accounted for to give to her big brother when he comes in and starts the shift. For some reason he took long even tho he lives next door with his girlfriend he can come and do it himself he rather give someone else the hard work i thought to myself and he gets the easy work by jus serving but hey what ever rocks there boat. After she was done we sat and started on our first beer which was sands and a joint having a good conversation that was until he arrived and i could feel my hair on my body stand at attention not knowing why he had such an affect on me like this and we dont talk to each other and we dont look at one another for 2mins without breaking contact its so  weird i know.