𝙥𝙪𝙧𝙥𝙤𝙨𝙚 | 𝐃𝐔𝐋𝐋⚪︎
𝐒𝐂𝐄𝐍𝐄 𝟎.𝟏 | ⚪︎
𝘁𝗮𝗸𝗲 𝗼𝗻𝗲.☽
the world only seemed dull.
everyone had their purpose figured out; it was like the universe chose favorites.
dirty blonde, gemini, student.
pale.
blue eyes.
not even close to perfect.the halls only echoed with curse words and cap slangs; and judgment performed and art.
you struggle,
but it won't matter anymore.cutting was a no go—it was seen as prime attention-grabbing and her skin was too tough and scarred with the effects of late-night snacks to cut through.
she resorted to drawing.
her arms, legs, stomach and neck—everything drowning in tattoos from the tip of a sharpie.
it never released anything,
all it did was provide something less painful to focus on.every time I show myself to someone they leave.
there was no more points for living, it all just seemed like cliché depression to be ashamed of.
yeah, it was a problem.
but who the fuck cared.
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