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I think about life as if I am able to have an opinion. As if I experienced it all. I haven't . I have experienced little pain and lost  small experiences. Life will carry on. I will carry on. At least that is what I'm told. I'm told that the more I write the better. Better for what? Better for the world, or me? Better for skill or mind? I suppose I won't find out till I write, right? Maybe. But for now, what do I do. I can wait in the line of time and wither with the rest of the writers wait for enough inspiration to carry us forward. Or I could take my chances, experience what I thought I never would. Write what I thought would never see the light. What I thought I would only tell myself while I waited for the darkness to overcome my eyes as I drift off into the abyss that is rest. When it's all said and done I can say, I did it. I can say I broke a paranoia  that is blocking me from achieving something I'm too scared to see. In the end this won't matter. It will only be a diary of thoughts. Left behind on a small page on the internet. Left to wither. But at the very least I can say, that I wrote

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