Chapter 4

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Louis's P.O.V.

"Niall , if I go talk to him and find out if he hates you or not . Will you become the same old Nialler again ? " I asked him seeming to convince him . " Fine , but if the answer is he hates me and I'm hurt , I'm blaming it on you , Lou ." I squealed happily like a teenage girl and he laughed at me . I went straight to me and Liam's dressing room . When I was about to open the door , I heard Liam talking to someone . " Yeah , and can you believe that he actually KISSED me. . What a fag ! Yeah , I know right . Okay , talk to you later . Bye ." as soon as he off his phone , I banged loudly through the door ." HOW THE FUCK COULD YOU SAY THAT ABOUT LITTLE NIALLER , LIAM ! HE LIKED YOU AND COULDN'T YOU AT LEAST TELL HIM SORRY INSTEAD OF MAKING FUN OF HIM , YOU WERE HIS BEST FRIEND , I CAN'T FUCKING BELIEVE YOU . " I shouted loudly at him .

" Dude , he kissed me AND YOU KNOW HOW HOMOPHOBIC I AM !!! " he shouted at me but I knew the truth . " Liam , the guys know your bisexual except Niall , you gotta stop hiding it and accept the person in you . " he looked away from me . " Shut up , Lou . If you ever tell Niall about what happened a few years ago , I swear I will rip your body parts apart , piece by piece . " he threatened me but then I heard something fell . I turned around and saw Niall. " So , even you are lying to me now , Lou ? . Even the rest ..... Who can I even trust in this world . " his tears started to swell . He got up and ran away . I tried to chase after him but it was too late , he already got a cab . I quickly texted Zayn and Harry to go after him as they were already in Club 97 partying .

Liam's P.O.V.

I'm sorry Niall . I wanted to tell you but after that kiss I just can't tell you anymore. It will ruin the band , I know that your important but the band is my living . If this band goes solo , I don't know what to do anymore . I started following Louis , he screamed at me telling me what I've done to him . I felt guilty so me and Louis decided to go back to Niall's apartment , praying that he would be there . It took us a good 45 minutes to get there . I took a power nap on the way there .

Niall's P.O.V.

Why ... . Why does everyone lie to me?!?! I know I'm the unattractive one of the band . But is it necessary for them to lie to me, why am I always the odd one out . I thought Lou was there for me but even him has a pair of lies in his hands . I quickly ran into the bathroom , took the pen knife out of my pocket , I pulled my sleeve up , I checked the scars I made before , they were starting to fade . I pressed the blade towards my arm and started cutting myself . A few 10 cuts later , I stopped but I felt like I had to continue .

As I was going to cut again , Louis bang open the bathroom door along with Liam behind him . They stared at me with shock. " Niall.... Give me the knife now . " Lou told me worriedly . Liam stood there looking paralyzed . " I'm... I'm sorry , Lou . I didn't mean to do it . It just feels so good , like all my problems have been taken away ." I smiled at him while he stared at me like a mad person . " Niall , promise me you won't cut again , no matter what ! If you had this kind of urge again , come to me okay ? " I nodded to Lou's question .

He washed my arm and bandaged . Liam told me to wear long sleeve shirts to avoid media .... He cares more about reputation then me .... He really hates me . Sigh. ... Who can I trust. ? I went downstairs and saw Zayn and Harry with sad faces . They jumped at me and hugged me . " NIALLER !!! We heard about your situation from Lou and we're here to help to okay ? " I smiled at them and hugged them . No wonder 1D bromances exist ......

The next day later ..... I heard the most exciting news of my life . THE LADS AND I WERE VISITING JUSTIN BIEBER's MANAGEMENT .... I FAN-BOYED AROUND THE HOUSE . It took a few hours for the boys to calm me down . I can't wait for the next day to come . I quickly pick out all the best clothes and went to sleep early , I want to look my best for the special occasion . I started to fan-boy again and Zayn came into my room and told me shut up . I LOL-ed at him . I went to sleep forgetting what happen , two days ago .

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