Would It Make You Happy?

Breaking Point.

Disclaimer- I do not own bnha. I own the plot and the words on the cover.
*trigger warning* self harm, suicidal thoughts and suicidal actions. Read at your own risk.* also Bakugou has selective hearing meaning he can tune in and out.

Everyone was chillin' on a saturday doing what they do. The Deku Protection Squad(Todoroki, Uraraka, Iida) and Bakugou and Kirishima were hanging in the Commons respectively. Bakugou and Kirishima were cuddling listening to music while Bakugou was looking down reading. Deku was in his room. "Hey, Deku been in his room for a while. Do you think he's okay?" Uraraka asked.
Deku walked out of his room with tear tracks on his face and blood dripping down his arm. His green eyes were dull. His hair tangled. Both Uraraka and Iida noticed his appearance and the blood. "Midoriya you're bleeding! Are you okay? You need to immediately visit Recovery Girl!" Iida exclaimed. Deku started laughing darkly. "Ha ha." Drip. Drip. Drop.
"Deku... " Uraraka trailed off. "Don't call me that!! I hate that name! It means useless and unable to do anything! Bakugou didn't even give me that name! Izuku translates into Deku!! My mom named me useless!! Just call me Midoriya!" Deku screamed. Uraraka walked up to Deku and touched his arm. Deku flinched away and screamed, "Don't touch me!!!" Deku staggered and fell. Before he could hit the ground though, Uraraka caught him. His sleeves pulled up and deep slices on both wrists as well as multiple cuts on both arms could be seen.
Iida, having known it was none of his business and slipped away to get Aizawa, came back with the teacher and both gasped at the sight. "Iida go get Shinsou please." Aizawa whispered. Iida ran to get him. He found Shinsou playing with Eri along with Kaminari and Jirou(oh yeah forgot this couple I'm too lazy to say each couple.). "Shinsou, Aizawa-sensei has requested your presence in the Commons. Jirou can you call Mic-sensei and tell him to make an announcement to everyone to not go near the Commons. Please and thank you!" Iida exclaimed. Jirou worked on that while Kaminari continued playing with Eri. They got to the Commons fast. "Aizawa, what's wrong?" Shinsou asked. "Shh, be on a lookout for destructive behavior in case you have to use your quirk." Aizawa whispered harshly. "Wha-oh my god Midoriya." Shinsou quietly gasped.
"D-Deku, w-were you trying to k-kill yourself?" Uraraka cried. "No I just slit my main wrist veins for fun. Makes me pale ya know." Deku said sarcastically. "Wha-OF COURSE I WAS TRYING TO KILL MYSELF!" Deku interrupted. "I'm sorry. " Uraraka whispered. "Shit. No I'm sorry I yelled at you. It's not your fault or problem you shouldn't of found out. I'm good at pretending arent I. I'm good at blocking out words and isolating myself. When he said it I ignored it and lied to myself for years." Deku rambled. "What are you talking about. Why would you do this?" Uraraka cried. "Haha. My dad's a hero and I've never really met him. He has a fire breathing quirk and works overseas. We've always been poor. I was best friends with Kaachan. Our moms are best friends. My dad's brother abused me for years and made me go deaf we all learned sign language. I got my hearing back though. I found out I was quirk less when I was 4. Kaachan bullied me. He just wanted me to leave him alone. It was so bad. When we were in our last year in middle school and we had both applied here he told me, 'if you want to be a hero so bad, there's a quick way to do it: hope you're born with a quirk in your next life and take a swan dive off the roof of the school.' I dismissed it. I was naive. Stuck in this fantasy world where we were best friends. He was just trying to protect me. Now I don't eat or sleep or tell the truth hardly. I want to die all the time. And now here we are. Me so close to death and I fucked it all up like always. Haha I'm rally a stupid 'deku' after all." Deku rambled. Kirishima, who'd been half listening this whole time, got Bakugous attention.
Deku turned to Bakugou and said while crying, "Would it make you happy Kaachan, if I said I wish I had jumped off the roof?" "No!" Bakugou stated. "What?" "I said no. It wouldn't I know you cannot and shouldn't forgive me, but I'm sorry it was mainly my quirk but that's no excuse. You know what I've done in the past time myself. You've saved me so much. My superiority/inferiority complex has made me trash. I'm getting better though. Kirishima making me better. You've seen it. You have so many people who love you and *sob* not a lot of people love me. I don't even remember most of the stuff I've said or done because my quirk gives me anger issues. Same with my mom. You've seen our family. An you helped me when I tried to slit my way into hell. I miss how we were. I really am so very sorry. So can we start over back to age 3 friendship?" Bakugou vented, holding out his hand. Uraraka had gone to join everyone else in the Commons. Midoriya grabbed Bakugous hand and hugged him. "Yeah I'd love that and I may hold a grudge but I forgive you." Deku said smiling. When they seperated, Midoriya staggered backwards. "Woah! I'm getting tired and dizzy. Everything's blurry and spinning." Deku said falling. Iida ran and caught him so as not to hurt him. "Shit. We forgot about his wrists." Iida cursed. Everyone was too panicked to be shocked at the uncharacteristic cursing. Iida ran Midoriya to Recovery Girl. "Everyone get cleaned up. We've been through a lot." Aizawa said.
After everyone got cleaned up and Midoriya got released do long as he was watched and took his meds, they all net back up in Commons. "Everyone should be getting back in an hour or so." Iida said. "Daddy, Toshi, what happened is everything okay? Are you hurt?" Eri asked. Kaminari came in with Eri on his hip and Jirou at his side. "Yeah kiddo, we're fine but Midoriya needs cheering up." Aizawa said. Eri played with Midoriya and everyone else and they had a good time.
The end for now. Idk.
Please comment and vote. Mainly comment. It's much better in my head. It was an idea/daydream. Like literally all of mine are. It's hard to write it out. Idk. Bye.