Soulmates | emma chamberlain x grayson dolan

The Attempt.

Okay guys before I start this I wanna say, thank you for 50 reads and 4 votes! Ik it's not a lot but we're #12 on gremma! Anyway...
*trigger warning, talks about suicide* sorry guys lmao but wait it gets good.

Narrators POV:
It's been 7 weeks and the hate was still going on. Emma would sit in a corner and cry for hours, but she didn't call anyone cus she didn't want them to pity her.
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Emma POV:
I cant take it anymore I thought to myself...I went into the bathroom and looked at myself in the mirror, I haven't been eating and I was at an unhealthy weight, my depression is coming back, and I've had thoughts about suicide. When I'm with Grayson and my friends I act like everything is fine but really I'm crying inside. I look at my pain killers, I decided to go make a video to explain why I haven't been active.
Hey guys it's me, Emma, and as you guys can tell I'm not doing well...I don't want you guys to pity me and you probably won't since everybody hates me, I just don't understand why you have to hate me for being happy? I was happy 7 weeks ago. It's not the same now and you guys wouldn't understand, no body would and that's why no one knows. I haven't been eating, I sit in my room crying and crying for hours because of all the hate, I've been having...well....that's not important now anyway. I just came here to say, I love the like 6 fans I have now who aren't hating me, I love my friends, I love...grayson...but you guys hate that and he probably doesn't like the hate either for dating a 'ugly scammer' like me as you like to call me.....I've been spit on walking down the street, I've gotten death threats from fan accounts for me, and so much more that I'm not gonna talk about. I'll see you guys um...I glanced at the bathroom...later I guess...that's all. And don't worry about me,ok? I know you won't but don't anyway. No one wants me here and I don't want myself here anymore...bye.
I stopped the camera and decided to post the video unedited without even watching it because it wouldn't matter anyway.  I called Grayson and he answered right away "Hey baby do you wanna get dinner tonight?" He asked "No Grayson, listen to me. I love you so so so much but I know you'll be better off without me" I started crying "No body wants me here, I don't want myself here...I love you, but I know everyone will be better off without me" I started crying harder and ended the call before Gray could say anything. I took the pain killers out of the cabinet and sat on the floor crying with at least 14 in my hand and a glass of water. I was crying and crying and after 20 minuets of crying I remembered Grayson was probably gonna be rushing here.  I put the pills in my mouth and right as I was about to swallow them Grayson came running in the bathroom. "WHY GRAYSON? I WANT TO DIE. EVERYONE DOES" I sobbed "I'LL BE BETTER OFF DEAD!" I screamed while crying "No baby.  No you won't. I love you, imagine what your parents would do, what your friends would do, and what your fans would do. You can't leave me or them. You are loved by so many people!" He panicked, tears running down his cheeks "but I won't." I said, staring at the wall and I took some more pills and swallowed them. "No, no, no" Grayson yelled. He picked me up and drove me to the hospital as fast as he could.

Hey guys kinda short chapter Ik but sorry if it was triggering to you. I did give a warning tho. Comment what you think should happen down below and it might be put in. The next chapter is gonna be long af and it might be up tonight if I feel like it. Peace out tho✌🏽🤧