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These Four Walls // Brooks Brothers

Jai: 'I feel so numb staring at the shower wall its begun the feeling that the end has come..."

Its been almost 2 weeks since you and Jai had broke it off, and to say your heart was broken was defiantly a understatement and it didn't help by knowing he has moved on.

Beau: 'I tried to eat today but the lump in my throat got in the way'

"Y/N want some pizza" My boyfriend Beau shouted from the living room, a lump formed in my throat at the thought of food. "I'm alright at the moment thanks"I replied, the door to my room open and Beau stood there. "Whats wrong babe" He asked sitting next to me a worried expression on his face. "Nothings wrong" "There is, why don't you eat much?" Sighing I began to explain how since I was young I have never ate much due to an eating disorder. "I will help you if you want me to" He offered "Ill try my best"

Luke: "I tried to smile today then I realised theres no point anyway"

Every time I took a photo I never smiled a proper smile it was alway. My mother used to tell me "Always keep your problems to yourself, don't bring others down because your upset" So thats what I did.

"Y/N babe whats wrong?" Luke asked snapping me out of my day dream. "Nothing why you ask?" I fake smiled again trying to convince him. "I can tell its a fake smile, please tell me whats wrong" he begged. I shook my head as if to say no "My mother told me not to put my problems onto anyone else" "Well Y/N your problems are my problems and all I wish for is for you to be happy" He hugged you a single tear falling down his cheek and for the first time in a while I smiled. Not a fake smile a real smile, and not because he was crying but because he cared.

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