I then push back from him realizing what I was doing
"no stop"
"stop what"
"stop kissing me, stop looking at me like that, stop saying all that stuff to me"
"if I stop all that"
he stops talking and walks closer to me
"that means I have to stop loving you"
he looks me in the eye and steps even closer if that's possible
"and I don't wanna stop loving you"