Thoughts of the depressed

Thoughts of a suicidal girl expressing her love to one who doesnt love back...

You're the best friend that I ever had

Just know you mean everything to me

If something happens just remember you held on when everyone was in doubt...if one goes to deep just know I love you even if you don't love me back

Sorry if this is a bad time...I think it's time to go just for me though you'll find better

I thought I was worthless look at my dull eyes even in summer I wear long sleeves...every night I look up at the moon tears stream down my face

"Daddy's little girl" isn't as strong as he raised her

Momma tried I couldn't think any differently...just me it's over...dead soul...but no dead pulse

If one day I'm up in the sky and your here look up at the helpful sky I'll be in your prayers even if you think I don't care...I'm always there

Yes I put up the role to be strong,the bad bitch no one else ever was....but I'm not💀🙈🙊🙉I have feelings to man...but no

No one gets to know

No one gets to care

I'm on my own

I get to live freely with my dead soul

Still plus...Health is good...heart it not

Just tied up in this place

The place I hate

The place I need to escape..

But that one boy won't let me

I find it fascinating

What such a strong bond you can create in a year or so...

so much to learn...

so much to notice...

So much to hate...

So much to love...

And way to much to feel...

Yes I am your typical attention whore...As they say

Learned How easy I am...

How stupid u are for falling for me

...just a stupid hit and miss on me

I feel nothing

I think nothing

I am nothing...

The nothing no one ever wanted...

No I haven't put the blade to my skin and whisper "this is the end" no no I haven't..

I made I promise

I still care

I will still listen

I am here...

And when you find another...I become just a memory in your mind...but great thing about me is I'll be forgotten...

You've forgotten your my first love..

The one that I thought would end up with for forever...

But I guess I just want to grasp on to anything that sticks their hands out...

Just so I could feel love

Feel wanted

I know I am

But damn...you can't fix me...

But during the nights I pray...all the pain will go away...you deleted kik...you can't text me for two months...

I'm sorry...

I know your trying to push me away as much as you can...

I'm sorry but I can't let go...

Can't cry infront of the ones I love...

you can't fix me...

But during the nights I pray...all the pain will go away...you deleted kik...you can't text me for two months...

I'm sorry...

I know your trying to push me away as much as you can...

I'm sorry but I can't let go...

The cuts on my skin...no mistake...and worth every cut

Every sting

Every tear...

As long as it's over