It started with me laying in bed, hands be hide my head wondering, how does one fall in love with someone?
I see these couples together and I have to think, how did they even meet to begin with?
None the less, how am I going to meet someone. So I get to thinking, why not just start an online dating profile. It would be fun and a bit safe, seeing that you can get to know them a little before meeting them in person. I know dating site are dumb and only creeps use them, but I don't care I'm willing to take a chance and see where it takes me.
After a few minutes reading up on what sites have the best reviews, I settle on OKCupid.
I began setting up my profile. It's always fun to set up your profile. Once finished I had to pick an opinion on what I'm looking for and I hit "bi". I know a bit stocking. Ha, I didn't come to the concussion that I was bi until three months before my 18 birthday.
For the longest time I seen myself as asexual. I just didn't see women or men as attractive or what young girls and horny men like to say "hot". And all my friends excepted that.
Hell, I think it just made the women chase after me even more. Knowing that I'm a challenge and to get me would surely be a trophy to show off.
I realized that all the people I somewhat found attractive, I became friends with and that just destroyed my chances of getting with them.
Now it's time to see what is out there and who will win me over. I begin looking for a standard search. Nothing special I'm looking for, just window shopping. Haha
Knowing me I can be a tad shy to start a conversation, so with that I'll just sit back and await my true love.
I guess I'll call it a night and wait to see what tomorrow holds for me.
It's Monday and I'm amazing how fast you get people visiting you on OKCupid. That afternoon I had more than an 10 views. Witch is a lot in my book. I was thinking I would only have one maybe two. I even got a few messages. Reading over them I was not so pleased. I would just have to wait a while and let time take over.
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It's been two week and haven't found the right fit. I've been talking to a few people and it's just not what I'm looking for. Sadly I haven't gotten any women messaging me. I guess I have more then enough women hitting on me at school to make up for it. But I want someone new, someone who knows nothing about me.
That reminds me you don't even know my name. My name is Roman, I'm 18 years old, 5' 10", blue eyes and dark brown hair.
Even since i turned 18, I've living life to the fullest. And I live in just the right place to try new and random things.
I live in Portland, Oregon. I know we'll the state that's seen as "the green freaks", but at least we're worried about our health. And we always are holding weird events. Just last May I went on the Naked Bike Ride. Nothing makes you feel more free than, riding butt naked downtown. Plus you get the best views of everyone around you. Hahaha
That day finally came when I found someone who got my attention. His screen name was: Jlove_2215 and he was a real Romeo with words. I won't get into what all he said, but it wasn't, "Hey, your cute! ;)" as much as I like hearing that, I'd rather have someone start a conversation differently.
And let me tell ya, Jlove_2215 knew just what to say. He got my attention and I was excited to see where things would go. He sure did have a way with words and I loved it.
He had such a great humor. The more things I found out about him, the more I fell for him.
His name is Justin and he was 6'2", with the most beautiful eyes ever. There was just something about them, I couldn't stop looking at his photos. His face just memorized me. He was like a lobber jack, with the most cutest curly hair.
Something about him just drew me more and more to him. I couldn't get enough of him.
The time came when we finally made plans to meet up. Since he was out of town for a family vacation, we planed on meeting the day after he got back.
He was on my mind a lot and I just couldn't stop thinking about him.
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I hope you like it. It's a bit of a slow start and this is my first story, but I promise it will get better! :)
