"Ill never be perfect, ill never be cool, ill never be nothing unless im with you"
I wish i could be with the guy that changed my life. I wish i could tell you all of those unfinished things i wanted to tell you when we were together. I would just write these things down, because the feelings i feel, i could never say any of this to you face to face. in fact i dont think i will be able to see you again.
I have so many feelings for you. It breaks my heart when you get another girlfriend, even though i stopped mentioning it a long time ago. It hurts me when you are hurt, i feel sick. All of those things you said, they're still runing through my head like they happened yesterday. All of the "I love you" "You're my everything" these are still all stuck in my head, and they float there. I still think of you, about 90% of my friends know i do, because i love you. I wonder if you think about me too... I think and wonder if you still think about me. Even if i find someone new, i constantly think "He's not as good as you". You are my best friend, i want to be more. When other girls hurt you, it makes me so unhappy, because i would hurt myself, or have somebody else hurt me, then let them hurt you...
You mean the world and more to me, i would sell my soul for you to be with me, to put me in your arms, and keep me there, keep me safe. I dont care how young i am, i know im in love with you. I just wish you felt the same still. I dont care what nobody says, no other girl loves you as much as i do. I love you.... I miss you, and i always will. I cant compare you to any possesion i own...
I just want you to think.... What if, im the one for you, and you're the one for me. What if, we could be together again, for both of us to be happy. You lit up my world, and i felt better then i ever have in my life... Im just saying <3
i love you, with all of my heart and more
