Then "gwenchana~ I can carry you" said Jeonghan and take a sip of coffee. Seungrin suprised with that answer and can't agree with that. So she trying to change the attention. "Seokmin oppa!!! You the only one her lil bro! So you need to help her!!"...
Seungrin smiles happily while looking at the box on her hand. She wants to give it to Jeonghan and tell Jeonghan the truth. She feels that today is the right day and the right time to tell Jeonghan about her feelings. Her heart is beating so fast because can't wait to look at Jeonghan face after she confessed. She don't want the time to walk so fast either because she kinda scared of Jeonghan reaction.
After class has ended, she got out from class with a brighter smile and with an uneven beating heart. She can't stop thinking about how would Jeonghan react. 'Am I doing a right thing ? Will he accept me ? He wouldn't reject me aren't he? What should I do if he reject me ?' she really cant stop thinking.
But then she bumped into Seokmin and its kinda make her feeling a bit turn off. Seungrin sigh hardly and slowly hide the box behind her back. Looking away and not to Seokmin. Another hand stroking her back neck. It's kinda awkward yet guilty.
Seokmin looked at Seungrin strangely and ask "Gotta go somewhere? You should walk that way not this way" ask Seokmin while pointing the way that they should go. Seungrin just stay quiet and trying to not look at Seokmin. Then Seokmin look at Seungrin's hand. His eyebrows lift up "what's that?" ask him.
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"None of your business. I got to go. See ya later" Seungrin was about to make a step to leave Seokmin but then Seokmin grabbed Seungrin's hand immediately.
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He nodded twice and his heart was so heavy to let that small hands go. He slowly loosen up the tie of their hands but still holding the hands. Soflty. He tried his best not to look sad, so he smile at Seungrin. "So.......... Its today?" He didnt look at Seungrin because he knows his tears gonna fall any minute if he looked at Seungrin's beautiful face. He cant believe the day is today. He can't believe what he said to Seungrin swallow him and makes his heart feel so heavy. Heavy and hurt. He keep on stroking his back neck and pat Seungrin's back few times. Indirectly telling her that everything's gonna be fine. Jeonghan gonna accept her confession.
Seungrin really don't want to make Seokmin sad, but she need to say it cause she can't hold it anymore. "Seokmin oppa ~ Actually I really hate it when you being like this. Im not a kid anymore. I can take care of myself and I can decide what I want to do. Can you just.....back off ?" Seungrin say it without looking at Seokmin, with a low tone voice indeed it was clear enough for Seokmin to hear, clear enough to hurt him deeply. Only if she know how Seokmin felt that day, only if she knows Seokmin sacrifice a lot of things for her since childhood. Only if she realised that Seokmin adore her so much.
