Uncontrollable Desires {Taehyung ff 21+}

Y/n, What Are You Hiding?

{Y/n's p.o.v}

      Y/n: "I don't care what I have to do, I'm finding a job this month. Even if I have to apply for college for a degree while still working."
Irene: "But you're already doing perfectly fine financially?? I don't understand the point y/n, why struggle with juggling school and a job if you already have a stable inco-"
Y/n: "The exposure. Experience, you know? I wanna do something I like."
Irene: "I guess that makes sense. It's still weird to me though. I mean, people would kill to be in your position, everyone strives to not have to work. But if it's what you really want, hey I'm not stopping you."
Y/n: "I'm gonna be honest. I don't want to inherit my mother's money. I don't wanna be the girl who got lucky with what her family did, I wanna be that family that works at something and actually leaves a mark on the world you know what I mean?"
Irene: "Makes sense, makes sense. Girl you do you get that exposure! I'm rooting for you."
Y/n: "Thanks I really need a friend who supports me like you do."
Irene: "No problem sis, it's why I'm here. Let's hang out soon?"
Y/n: "hell yea!"
Irene: "it's a plan. I'll text you later."

She hangs up the phone. It's been a while since you've been job searching, you put it off because your mother had convinced you there was no need for you to work. You understood that your grandmother worked hard and now your mother does, so you shouldn't have to worry about things like that. But you can't ignore your passion. You remember saying to yourself that you wanted to be a photographer, but it's so hard to make it in that industry. Maybe focusing on your new found talent, fashion and makeup, would give you the answer you needed. All that was left to do was attend a cosmetology course so that you could pursue that.

Knock knock~

In walks Momo.

Momo: "Are you fully clothed? Good. So I decided I'm gonna see Jungkook again sometime this week. We were going to stop seeing each other after two hookups because everyone knows the third time you start catching feelings but fuck it, right? I honestly don't know what I was thinking, I can't keep my hands off him." You laugh at this and offer Momo some tea.
Y/n: "Don't worry, I'm sure you're all he can think about too. He's young and definitely wants to have his fun. But at the end of the day, you're not easy to forget Momo. He'll keep coming back for more until he finally realizes you're the only one that can give him what he really needs. You're THAT bitch." Momo sits down with her tea and gives you a smirk.
Momo: "What can I say? I'm just that good. And I know one thing's for sure, I won't be the one calling first. He'll have to be the bigger man and call if he really wants this."
Y/n: " You sure? He seems like a real player. One of those extreme fuckboys that would never put themselves in that position."
Momo: "While that sounds very true, I still won't do it to myself. He's really going to have to be the one to seek my attention. I will not be another desperate hoe on his endless list!"
Y/n: "Power to you"
Momo: "Anyways, what's up with you and that hot hunk of meat, Tae?"
You think back to the last time you saw him. That phone call you had with him and then the sudden unexpected visit from him. You can't help but smile when you think of him, even though you know you should keep your walls up. When he pops into your mind, it's hard to keep your composure.
Y/n: "We're okay. Not much going on with us." You say, simply.
Momo: "Oh that smile says so much more than that. Come on y/n! Don't lie to me I know you two have something electric. Do not spare me the details."
Y/n: "Okay okay, last I saw him I gave him a bj. After that I left and went shopping with you." Momo's jaw drops.
Momo: "You mean the day I walked in and found you two in the living room? I knew something was up. I even said it!"
Y/n: "Yeah well you were right. Anyways I haven't spoken to him since. I don't wanna seem clingy or anything."
Momo: "It's not clingy to remind him he should only be thinking about you. If he isn't only thinking about you make him remember how you make him feel. He'll come back, don't you worry."
Y/n: "And how do you suppose I do that, Momo?"
Momo: "Call him. Ask him how he's doing and let him know you're 'sorry' you can't talk more you're just sooooooo busy with work and life that there's just not enough time. And make sure you use your sexy voice, he'll miss you even more." She takes another sip of her tea.
Y/n: "You really think that's gonna work?"
Momo: "Call him right now and put him on speaker. See for yourself."
She looks at you like she can barely contain her excitement. You can't help but feel extreme excitement as well. You grab your cell and dial his number. Putting it on speaker, you then wait for him to answer.
Tae: "Hello?"
Y/n: "Hey tae tae. It's me, y/n."
There's a short pause before he responds.
Tae: "Y/n, hey what's up?"
You look at Momo for reassurance before speaking again and she nods to you.
Y/n: "Oh I'm just fine. I called to ask how you're doing. I know we don't get a lot of chances to speak so I thought I'd take advantage while I'm free."
Tae: "Yea I'm doing good, thanks."
Y/n: "I'm just so caught up with work and this new house I realized I haven't had the time to do the things I really enjoy."
Momo silently gives you pointers.