the love that could have been

What do I do

This is my first story, i havent written a book since 8th grade for young authors if you know what that is. So i will take all feed back great or negative! Thanks for reading.

I told my mom, 4 weeks ago today. I decided I wasn't going to tell Logan and Luke understands thankfully. (I thought Luke was going to tweak out at me because of what Anna did about April.) All I know is I have no idea how I am going to tell grandma Gilmore or grandma Hayden. I mean I haven't even told my dad.(Christopher) I decided I need to call him.

Ring ring ring ring ring.... It rings 4 more times no one answers... 'Hey dad its ror can you please call me?' I can't believe it, not even his Secretary answered. It is a Tuesday he should be in the office... I guess I will try again in a little while.

I'm not feeling the greatest so I decided I would go take a shower and try eating. I feel so weird I am 8 weeks pregnant and I hate the smell of meat all I want is veggies and fruit, mostly apples! Oh and Ice oh my gosh I can't eat enough ice, the coldness feels so wonderful, and then applejacks cereal and pop tarts!

I start to think about telling my father and I want to loose my lunch. He is going to be so disappointed with me. I may be 30 but to him it will seem like I am following him and moms past. Oh and then I have to tell grandma! She has changed since grandpa died last year but still. I need to talk to my dad, I guess I'm going to drive to Boston and then I can head to Nantucket.

2 hours later

I'm sitting in the parking lot of my dads office. I can do this I tell myself. I walk in and go to his secretarys desk and ask to see my father. She sends me in, and my father is sleeping. Well that explains why he didn't answer me. But not why his secretary didn't answer.

Dad wake up

Huh, Ror, is that you? What are you doing in Boston?

I came to talk to you about something serious. Dad.... I'm pregnant.... I don't want to talk about the father at the moment he doesn't know and he never will.

..... I don't know what to say Rory. What... When.... How.... Who.... Never mind I don't want to know, have you told your mother? How did she take it, oh my gosh your grandmothers! They are going to freak. I will be her for you anything you need and any time you need me, just call me Ror.

Thank you dad, when I am ready I will tell you but I have stuff to figure out first. I needed to tell you, I told mom, she handled it ok, now I need to go tell grandma Emily. Can you tell grandma please for me. I will come back up next month, unless you, gg and grandma would like to come down to stars hollow.

Ok, I think I will ask them if they want to go away for a weekend and we can go to the dragonfly! And yes I will tell your grandmother. I love you Ror, see you in 2 weeks?

Sounds awesome dad. Love you bye.

So that went easier than I planned now off to grandma Emily... I hope this is as easy.

Nantucket, what a pretty place grandma has. It looks like jack is here, this should help ease the blow. I go up to the door and knock. Betta let's me in and brings me to the living room where I find grandma and jack watching a movie!

Hi grandma and jack.

Oh Rory what a pleasant surprise to see you, did I know you where coming? Betta did we know Rory was coming? Oh never mind dear would you like a drink?

No you did not it was a surprise grandma, and yes a tonic water please.

Here you go my dear.

Thank you grandma, let me get straight to it. I come up here to tell you I am pregnant. The baby is logans no he will never no about said baby I screwed up and do not want to talk about it. I have told you, mom, and Luke who the father is that is it. No one else will know! I hope you understand this and can help me keep it just the 5 of us since jack is here.

Oh my Rory, that is wonderful a baby, your blue eyes his blonde hair!!! Of course I won't tell a soul. Tho you in w that baby will be of 3 dominant Hartford families.... Are you sure this is how you want it?

Yes grandma it is for the best. He married someone else. He didn't ask me to stay, he gave me a key to a house to be his kept mistress while he married her. I just can't, my child will not have a father like that.

Ok my dear, if this is the way you want it, this is the way it will be.

Thank you, I need to get home tho, I have a Dr appointment tomorrow to see the baby. I love you and I will be back to visit soon.

Ok dear I love you too please drive safe. Bye bye for now.

I'm home finally after 12 hours of driving and telling people. I can go to bed finally....

Ring ring ring.... No he can't be calling I said good bye. I said good bye to all of them....

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Authors note:
Who should it be calling her

Logan

Finn

Colin

Robert