The world was ghost-quiet, I can feel my nerves tremble, I can feel hatred inside me. I cant even meet his sparkling eyes that full of guilt. Our athmosphere is so quiet. I can only hear cracking and bubbling sound of the trees, buzzing sound of the noisy insects, and cold summer breeze of afternoon time. I sentient the gap between us. I cant move at my place, this is where I met him before this time come. I cant imagine this day will come, facing each other in silence. All the memories flash to my brain. The happiness, the joy, and all positive things between us is like a dream come true. I still remember our hands gripping tightly as we continue walking. I still remember the sounds of our footsteps as we walked on the rustling ground with the sun shining unto us was just like a scene out of fairytale. But today, its like a broken glasses that its hard to restore. I breath deeply and look at his eyes, full of sadness, guilt and blandishments. I cant even believe that his a liar, I thought of something that his eyes are true and not a liar but it rotates. He slowly turn his gaze to me, I look at him, straight to his eyes coldly. I feel the hot liquid in my eyes because of his beautiful and emotional eyes. But today, Im not convince. I look at the trees still dancing with the wind to make my tears dry. I breath again deeply than a while back then turned at him. Im waiting for his words. He even have the guts to meet up with me. He gave me his words like 'trust me', 'i love you', 'im here', 'we will never split', 'no one can break us apart', but here we are, isolated with each other, kilometers of gap and impossible to converge each other "Sorry" i starled. The word 'sorry' cant cure the pain easily. And the word forgiveness cant give it easily in one sorry. The word "break up" and "i hate you" is the worst word that i ever receive in my entire life but maybe in this moment, that word can make my life step easier.
I smirk and stand up out of nowhere. As I turn backwards I burst my tears. I stop and look at the next stair, I smiled and continue steping, maybe it symbolizes of new chapter to my life without him. As I step at the last stair, I spread my arms like hugging the fresh air, I felt relief. As I turn at him seeing his face, remembering all of it for the last time I whisper "I Love you" before leaving you forever.
I relate my life in that place. I want to go upstairs but I need to step one by one with an helping hands. But because of tiredness, I stop in the middle and sit on the chair, I need to regain my streght to raise and start again to step.
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