I get this feeling
In my chest
Almost like a pain.
It stings and lingers like the
Pain of a fresh wound
It's the same feeling I get when
I'm in fear.
Like a pressing on my chest
And
A tightening rope around
My stomach
But I excuse it distastefully
And with haste
I get this feeling in my stomach
Like a million butterflies inside
Like a constant, nonstop tickling.
Yet, nothing is amusing.
This is the same feeling I get when
I'm nervous.
But I brush it off methodically
And with grace.
And then I get this thought
In my head.
The same thought as when
I know it's game time
Time to perform
Time to act
The calm before the storm.
And I'm confused.
And I can't channel my feelings and I start to go mad and I can't control myself and I'm blind with rage and thought and emotion and my heart starts to race and I can't hold it in.
And then
I'm calm.
And I know what I must do.
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Unrecognized Obligation
PoetryThis is a poem I wrote while I was laying in bed one night, actually feeling all the same things I'm expressing in the poem.