Mr Kim || BTS V ✔️

32: Dead

[EDITED]

I looked beside me and spotted Taehyung who was so deep in sleep. I smiled, "He's so cute!" I gasp in excitement, I then poke a finger in his soft cheek and suddenly his eyes open wide, I jump from shock.

"Can I help you, Y/n?" He smirks, then he sits up straight still smirking at me

He is wearing his pyjamas still thank god, no clothing is removed from him or me.

"Yes... can you leave my bed I want to sleep on my own now!" I point to the alarm clock which reads 7:30 am.

"Really? It's late now though, let's go out and get breakfast." He whines, pulling me off the bed.

"Noooo!" I moan.

"Y/N?" Suddenly Taehyung's arms weren't on me anymore, he was actually behind me in the dresser flashing the black lingerie. "Who's this for, huh?"

I turn bright red and approach him as I try to claim it back but Taehyung was a smart høë so he raised it up in the air. His height of 5"10 teasing me. "Taehyung give it back!"

He smirks, "No it's funny."

"What's so funny about underwear shall I get yours then?" I smirk, running off to his room ignoring his sudden protests.

I look in the draw and dig my fingers around his underwear, they're all boring blue, black, grey but with the Gucci stripes of course. Gucci king needs that under after all.

At the bottom of the draw instead of finding anything funny to maybe post online, I find something strange, and it makes me turn red and makes me squirm uncomfortably.

"Condoms! " I gasp.

Taehyung enters the room with a displeased expression, he crosses his arms, "Y/n what are you holding there?" I furrow my eyebrows and flash it at him.

"Why do you have condoms?" I say high-pitched, my throat twisting in a knot.

His face turns red and he coughs awkwardly, "U- umm I- I umm they're--"

"They're what??" I raise my eyebrows.

"M- my f- friends."

I give him a stubborn look. "Which friend?" Narrowing my eyes I walked to him until there was no distance between us,  I asked again, "What friend?"

"Jungkook's."

I gasp, punching his arm, "Yah! Don't lie... why'd he need it."

Taehyung sighs, "Not sure, ask your friend, Lisa."

I don't think I push Taehyung aside and run back to my room and get my phone to call Lisa. She quickly picks up which is good.

I don't want to burden her more but as a good best friend I should warn her just in case.

"H- hello?" Lisa's voice says deeply, must've woken her up it's still early after all.

"Lisa! Omo! Guess what I just found out?" 

"What?"

"Jungkook might be planning to do the deed with you. I saw the condoms in Taehyung's room he said he's holding it."

She doesn't reply.

"Oh... really?" She pauses, "Thanks for letting me know."

I nod even though she can't see me through the mobile phone.

"Please just know what you're doing," I warn for the final time.

"Of course you too, by the way when you coming back... I know that school is only a half term but still..." She yawns, I think of a date to reply with.

"Next week, when it's my mom's funeral."  Silence filled the phone as I heard her steadying her breathing, let's say Lisa was always like a daughter to my mom too so it's upsetting.

"Okay bye."

"Bye."

I don't cry thinking of mom, I mean things happen for a reason. And sometimes it's best to just let them happen for what it was intended for.

Lisa's POV:

Hearing Jungkook is planning to do it with me isn't new, since we started dating that international playboy would drop hints about making out so I'm not surprised in fact if he asks me I will.

He's all I got now.

And that's all I am willing to give to him.

But when Y/n also discussed her mom's funeral it made me realise how selfish I've been to her, God she must hate me so much.

She's always been there for me when I got bullied by Momo and Tzuyu back in the day, she also helped with my projects and homework, we had a fun time. Y/n also listened to my rants and complaints and never gave a fück she never had an argument with me in my whole life with her. I'm scared she'll leave me because I've been greedy and selfish to her and disregarding her feelings when her own mom died.

God, I've been a prick!

I need to make it up to her.

I head down the stairs and see my mom writing on her laptop, in deep focus mode, typing fastly away.

"Hey mom," I say.

She nods.

"Mom!"

"Hmm..."

She doesn't even look at me which hurts, ever since Dad left for another woman just because he fell out love with her.

Mom and I made up crying that night, while Jungkook stayed over just to make sure we were alright, he even made us Green tea which was nice of him.

But since that day Mom has been depressed ignoring me, she has been trying to get all the details and info from Dad's account because to be quite frank were poor.

She feels like it's her fault and doesn't want me to interact with her calling her a failure.

We had an argument a small one but why is she so hang up on it. 

"Mom, dad left us, move on! Don't look back on the past, focus on the future!" I notice her fingers stop typing as she looks at me, her eyes dark and sunken in and her lips also dry and white.

"Lisa shut up and move away!" She continues typing away, her fingers shaking.

"You don't mean this mom...."

"I do, please leave now!"

I cry running off.

Why is she like this?

Why is this happening to me?

Is karma coming after me because I ignored a friend?

I call Jungkook, "Hey, Jungkook."

His raspy morning voice replies, "Hey Lisa what's up.. why are you calling so early, your okay right? Your good right?"

I nod, "Jungkook I wanna live with you please, just for a while? I can't handle home."

"Umm, you sure?"

"Yeah, in fact, I'll come over now okay."

"Uhh okay, I'll pick you up in front of your house get ready."

I smile. "That would be nice thanks, I'll get ready sure."

I hang up and sigh looking at how the clouds and the planes flying by. I notice the flower plants Dad used to water go dead.

It's all dead now.

Nothing feels like home anymore.

*

So change of plans. 

I decided to add some of Lisa's point of view, because yeah we need to know more about other characters and I'm stuck for ideas with Y/n and Tae at the moment.

Kinky Jungkook ;)

See you later.

Xoxoxo, Kylie ❤️