My Relationship With A Mafia

Recreation

Diamond POV:

I'm sitting on the balcony from the room, thinking about what an awful and mournful day it is going to be today. Today is Angelo's funeral, it has been about an week from his passing. Leonardo sprit gets worse by the day and I know today is not going to be a pleasant day for either of us. My babies are not going to the funeral, I want them to stay home because they don't need to see Angelo like this. After the burial, I'll bring them there to their respect to their uncle. "Baby come on.". Leonardo says in a gloomy tone. My poor baby, I wish there was a way to help him but there isn't one. I walk in the room to see Leonardo sitting on the bed looking down, I go closer to him and grabbed his hand and kiss his cheek. I pull him up and we walk down to the car.

We arrive at the funeral about 20 minutes later,  As Leonardo and I go to sit in the front row we look at the casket. I couldn't bear to look at his body any longer so I just grabbed Leonardo hand and rested my head in his shoulder crying. We sat down then everybody else did as well, the preacher said a few words then Angelo's mother did, some of his friends and finally Leonardo. During the mist of Leonardo speech he started to breakdown in tears. I went up to him and wrapped my arm around him. He continued on with his speech, after about 4 minutes we sat back down in our seat. I whispered in Leonardo ear " I'm going to the bathroom baby.". He shook his head and pecked my lips with his. I started to walk up the aisle and I see all of our family and Angelo's. Then suddenly I'm taken by the neck by Angelo's father, I scream and everyone looks back. The security puts up there guns and the have of Angelo's family puts up there guns. What the fuck is going on. Leonardo looks at me and I look at him while I'm being dragged away by Jorge (Angelo's Father).

10 Months Later

Journal Entry 86,
So I've been taken hostage for about 10 months and every two weeks the same thing has been going on. Basically, Jorge has been having these 'ceremonies' with me. When I had first came here, Jorge said " Since my first beloved child has fucking died because of your whore self, you here to give me another child.". He has a wife but she can't have kids so he kidnapped me and is trying to have me have a child. After the 3 months, he showed me pictures of Leonardo dead in our house on the living room floor, I didn't believe at first but as time past by and Leonardo hadn't come yet I started to believe it. But I still have hope. In here I can't do anything and I have to wear specific clothing, nothing too showy or fashionable. Oh and there is another guy here too, he is the driver and like one of Jorge's men I think. Like an bodyguard. His name is Zuriel. He stares at me a lot. Giving me looks and stuff. But I don't pay no attention to him.

End of Diary Entry.

I finished writing in my journal, it's the only thing that keeps me going and having hope that Leonardo is alive and my babies. But anyway I walk downstairs because I heard my name get called by the maid for breakfast. The maid is nice. She told me a few stories here and there on how she wanted to and try to escape form this place. But of course she didn't escape because well she is still here. I sit in the dining area and eat my meal. Zuriel sits on the opposite side of me and looks at me as the maid puts his plate of food in front of him. I start to eat my meal and so does Zuriel. Zuriel finishes his meal first and goes upstairs, I finish mine and head to my room. As I'm walking down the hall I suddenly get pushed into a wall and my lips are being pressed into another pair of lips. I look up to see Zuriel.

He continues to kiss me but I push him back instantly. As I do that I felt empty. When I was kissing him I felt full like this is what I need, I miss Leonardo but I do believe he's passed because there is no other way. I look at him and kiss him back, he cuffs my face with his hands. I feel so bad. But I continue doing it. I back away from him and leave and walk to my room. Fuck why did I just do that. I go wait in my room until later.

7:00 P.M.

So I'm go in Jorge room and I see him waiting for me. We are suppose to have a ceremony tonight. ('Ceremony'- basically I'm here to have sex with him. It's not for pleasure, it's for having a baby for him because Angelo is gone. I swear this man is fucking sick.). I don't know why he is doing this, I'm not one that killed him. I loved him, he was like a brother to me. A brother that I lost but will never be forgotten.

8:30 P.M.

So it's after the ceremony and I'm going to my room. I sit at the window by my bed and I look out and see Zuriel house. He lives in a different house, I don't know why but he does. I believe that he is going to have an arrange marriage and him in his wife live there and he becomes like Jorge over time. I believe that happens tomorrow, he is suppose to get married. All the other drivers and bodyguard get an arranged marriage too, it's not like it's just him.

Almost two weeks later

For the past few nights, Zuriel and I have been running into each other. He tries to kiss my neck but I push him away. I don't want to move on, I still have hope that my baby Leonardo is alive. But I mean my children needs a father if Leonardo is...never. I know he's alive but I'm not sure. I don't want to believe in those picture Jorge showed to me. But it did look very real. Fuck. I keep telling myself, I don't have feelings for Zuriel but a part of me does. I haven't got that kind of real affection in a long time. Ugh. It's late at night and I sneak out the house and go to Zuriel's. I shouldn't be doing this. I knock on his doors and I see him.

He has a towel wrapped around the bottom half of his body with water dripping down from his hair and on his body. I walk in his house, closer to him and he grabs my face with his hands and kisses me. I feel horrible for doing this but it felt great. I take off my shirt and he then picks me up and I wrap my legs around his waist. He lays me on the bed with my legs still wrapped around his waist. He then started slowing grinding on me and pressing his dick against my area. I moan and he continues. He starts biting my neck and I moan more. Fuck, I haven't felt this in so long. I should stop, but a part of me doesn't want to.

He unbuckles my belt and pulls off my pants and underwear. He stands at the edge of his bed and take off his towel with his hands. I examine his area, it's big but not as big as Leonardo. Leonardo. Leonardo. I shouldn't do this. Fuck. Fuck. " Wait, wait don't. I can't do this.". I say before it was too late. " Why, why can't you?". Zuriel asks as he stops. " I have a husband, even though Jorge says he dead, I still believe he is alive. So I'm sorry I can't do this.". I get up and put my clothes. I get up to go to the door and look at Zuriel as he looks at me and I leave.