To All The Peter Kavinsky's I've Loved Before

chapter four

"You ready?" Peter's been stopping by to pick us up and drop us off to school, you want to know why? My car broke down in the freeway.

Peter was so kind enough to give us a ride until my car was fixed but then the mechanic said there was no hope in saving her. So far I have no car, mom's taking Khal to school everyday before work while Kia and I ride with Peter, it's so nice of him to do so and I love him for that. Great friend right?

"Party tonight?" I asked as I joined the guys, I became officially one of the guys though rumor has it I'm the Lacrosse teams go to which is not true, I'm their go to girl advice if that counts but I doubt it. I'm letting them speculate however they want to, it's not true and that's all that matters

"Actually yeah, you coming?" Greg asked me, I turn to look up at Peter who had his eyes far gazed into Lara Jean

"Uhm I don't think so, though I think Peter won't either right? He's got plans with Lara Jean tonight- stares and daydreaming" I pat Peter so hard he finally snapped out, shook my head at how pathetic and sad that was. What happened to his whole I'm done thing? Or was that just a lie because he slid into her window at 3 in the morning and they made out? Wild guess. May or may not be true

"Man completely ignored her" Greg pushed Peter

I heard all of the rustling as I was walking away, I think it was time for me to branch out and find me some girl friends that I can rant to about these stupid little boys who care about only themselves. Boys are good to have around as friends but sometimes it just ticks you off to the point you reconsider even being friends with them. I heard sneakers squeaking towards me, put my hands out and shook my head, no, Peter what's done is completely done.

"Branching out, find new friends and be stress free" I repeated to myself as I did in my head, can't have one too many guys in my life who don't have any benefits towards me

"Hey, you're Ginger right? My new table buddy?" She nodded, I noticed her great sense of style, make up was flawlessly beautiful, smart and seems to be out of the Gen- Lara Jean circles so I think it's safe for me to become besties with her but that is if she lets me

The bell had rung and we did our typical buddy exercises and I like this girl "Hey you wanna hang out sometime? You're a good kid who needs a friend like me... you know if you want to"

"Are you saying you're friendless like me?"

Okay that did not come off right "I think we'll be great friends you know" I shrugged, and sounded pretty desperate, how worse can i get when it comes to creating new friends?

"Alright then, Diner later at noon?"

I just a made a friend that's a girl who isn't rude and shares similar likes with me. This is destiny! I'm meant to have a girl best friend and it just so happens that her name is Ginger and I'm the ginger haired girl- we would be such an iconic duo, total party legends, complete straight A students and the perfect fashion police club presidents!! Yeah the last one could use some work but this sounds like a great start for a blossoming friendship.

"Hey where you been? You been avoiding me again?" I nodded at his question

"Klara as in clear"

"Klara c'mon what did I do this time?"

"Party you know, thought we were going to go together but I think I have a date with my new friend who is possibly my new best friend, thought you didn't need a party buddy since it seems like you and Lara Jean are exchanging glances and possibly some DNA" I pat him on the shoulder and walked out, of course he followed me he hates feeling guilty and always having the need to explain every mess up that occurs in his life

"Are you jealous?" I could wipe off that smirk off of his face but he's my ride home so I can't risk anything, I could though after he drops me off

"Aye what's up? She still mad?" Greg pointed as I stood with a glare written on my face "She's jealous- wait you knew?" Peter should've been the star in clueless- it's his move, what a perfect match!

"Oh yeah we been known, you two have something going on, fix it before my party I don't like drama- AYE JACKIE FUCK OFF MY TRUCK!" Greg ran towards his most prized possession- his Darla, it's his car

"You know I have to go, see you around though" I waved

"Aren't I taking you home?"

"I need to exercise, think I'm gaining a few pounds" I grinned and flipped him off before running out on him, how many girls did he exactly have run off on him? I think i'm the second, Gen would never she'll always come back, maybe I should just turn him in to her since they're so perfect for each other, I mean she was the first anyway

I was sweating on the fifth day of spring. I ran. Ran so far and so fast so there was no chance that I'd get to see Peter Kavinsky, one more month and I'm free of the Kavinsky spree. I can't wait till that day comes so I won't have to be able to see a lot of him, at least I get to see him a few times in the summer at the mall or grocery store. They say summer is when friendships end and you figure out who your real friends are, kind of already know Peter's that person- my person who will fade into absolute nothing. Like POOF! Never even existed

"How'd your run go? Peter here helped finish up the cake I was baking, he likes brownies, the ones cut into squares" Peter turned the chair around and gave me the worlds most annoying smirk of all time

"Who invited him? Because I sure as hell didn't, last time I checked he was star gazing into the eyes of the greatly poetic heart breaker of all time" Gave him a little wink here and a little wink there, right and left a special talent I use in the most perfect times, like this one. Annoy me, I'll annoy you, I'm the queen at that so I know you can't beat me

"You didn't tell me your siblings are all here, they're nice- yeah real nice" He met them? Oh shit, this is what hell must feel like

Who does Peter think he is? You can't just go fishing in an old pond and then come meet my siblings you've never met before, worse part is my brothers like him. They think he's awesome and even invited him to dinner, boys are fucking nuts! My own brothers betrayed me after we literally just rekindled our family love fest last night when they arrived, unacceptable! I think Peter Kavinsky is a complete douche who needs to get his priorities straight and his head in the game, whichever game he's into.