Dear mom, this letter's for you
Not to tell you, how much I hate you
But just to ask how it feels
To live in a sky of blue
Did it hurt, when you died?
I'm now teased at school
For wearing what I want
And not what's cool
I pierced my nose and eyebrow
And dot a new tattoo
But please don't be mad
It's dedicated to you
Black is all I wear now
Sometimes with some read
It's not the work I hate
It's the people that I dread
Mommy, they call me emo
Because I cut my wrist
I'm a social outcast
Everyday I'm dissed
Would they love me, Mommy
If they knew the truth?
That I was never like this
Not even in my youth
I miss you Mommy dearest
Things just aren't the same
Horrible are the things they say
Some to gruesome to name
A slut and whore, I'm called
But I don't understand
I've never had a boyfriend
No man has touched my hand
Why did you leave me, Mom?
Cutting is all I do
It will always make me think
I'm one stp closer to you
Mommy, the scars mock me
They make me want to die
How can I live in this world
When all I know is a lie?
I'm tired of being alone, Momma
I'm coming to see you
Just to let you know Mommy
I'll always love you too
Ma, you never told me
How much dying hurts
My cuts all ripped open
And people shove them in the dirt
I smiled today, Mommy
Because all I see is light
We're together again Mom
Will you hold me tight?
