♥Thug~ love♥

is it possible.?

That night after we talked I thought was it possible to love? Was it possible to fall for someone over one conversation? I felt love before but that was different im just scared to lose you like I lost my bro and bestie. I cry all day and all night thinking this question.  was it meant to be? What will us turn into? Will I be just another hoe or a person u love and trust with everything..... with that thought I fell in a deep sleep..

dream~♥

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I was walking through the woods. oh no I was lost I kept walking to the middle and it turns to a field full of flowers.  I see myself and you running towards each other. you pick me up and spin me around I have a big smile on my face. you lead me to the middle and we sit down talking bout the future. you said you love me and that im the most beautiful important thing to you that I mean your world... I said I love you back and we kissed. your lips were so soft.  we talked bout kids and how we want twins 1 boy and 1 girl. their names were gonna be Xavier Mateo Martinez and the girl was gonna be Amanda Victoria Martinez♥♥ u said that she was gonna be ur princesses and u were gonna spoil her. I started to fade away but u held on to me..

morning**

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I woke up thinking bout my dream and I had tears in my eyes. you made me happy it was all meant to be. u make me smile. so loged in to fb and saw 4 messages from u this is what they said.

josh: yea hey my phone gonna die ok. when I get the charger ill text u okay.. (:

josh: luv you♥♥

josh: b........ :o :o :o

josh: mybad I  meant bye ttyl

this boy gonna be the death of me.

I replied back with this bc I meant the words I said.

me: I love you to joshy but okay bye ttyl charge your phone.....   ;-) silly.....

he replied back fast.......

josh: ok when I find my charger ill hit u up beautiful..... ;-) (: ♥♥

with that he went to look for his charger and I went to go clean.