Baby Can't You See {PhanFiction}

Hidden Feelings.

Phils Pov

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"Ready?" Dan chirped, looking me dead in the eyes whilst setting up his quite expensive camera ready to film the new phil is not on fire.

God, those eyes, it's cliche I know, but honestly a lot of the time I feel like I could drown in them. They are the most beautiful (just like him) shade of brown that you could imagine, every time I look into them I feel a sense of warmth and comfort, like I could just lean in and-

"Phil?" Dan questioned snapping me back to reality.

"Oh right, uh, yeah.. The video.." I stammered, blushing slightly.

The look in his gorgeous eyes let me know that he'd noticed my slightly flustered cheeks, but brushed it off quickly.

God, I wish I could tell him.

We sat down and fixed our hair, dan had straightened his hair, which I didn't mind, I liked his hobbit hair better but, he looks stunning both ways.

Dan turned the video camera on, and it counted down from five.

Five,

Four,

Three,

Two,

One.

"Hello Internet!" Dan exclaimed, a big grin appearing on his un-flawed face.

"Hello!" I smiled, still slightly red after coming to the realisation that I had been staring into that beautiful boys eyes.

"So, since it's been a pretty long time since we've done one of these, I present you with phil is not on fire six!"

"Yeah!" I said in a almost manly tone.

"Let's get to the whiskers then shall we phil?" Dan laughed in his slightly posh, or should I say, 'articulate' accent.

"We shall." I smiled, my tounge poking out the side of my mouth.

Dans Pov

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God, I love when phil does that, it's so damn cute, just like him... God dan, shut up, he's your best friend, your straight best friend..

I popped the lid off the black sharpie marker and leaned towards phil, our eyes met and I looked deep into them, a look of innocence and vulnerability in his eyes. I could feel my cheeks burning, lost in the stare I slowly drew one thin line from his nose to his cheek, not breaking the eye contact. the contact from the sharpie to his skin made him flinch but he soon relaxed, I don't know how long we looked at each-other for, but I was completely lost in his eyes, that beautiful blue colour that made my heart melt, I love him, I really, really love him. God I love him so much, but he's straight, fucking straight. I couldn't let him know, I couldn't, I couldn't I couldn't I couldn't. The fans would go absolutely mental, which is exactly why nor them or phil could now how I really felt.

I was snapped out of my daydream by a soft brush against my face, it was Phil's hand. My adrenaline rushed as I scream almost deafeningly, "WHAT THE FUCK PHIL!? GET THE FUCK OFF ME!"

"I, I'm so sorry dan, I, I just-"

"BULLSHIT" I screamed as I ran out of Phil's moderately sized bedroom and into my own, slamming the door and shoving a chair against it, slumping down onto my bed, tears welling up in my eyes, cursing under my breath. The boy I was in love with just tried to kiss me and I completely freaked and stormed out, good job dan, good fucking job.

Phils Pov

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This stare was intense, yet soft and innocent, he was so goddamn beautiful, it took everything in me not to lean in and kiss him. I flinched slightly as he drew the first of six whiskers on my face. He continued to look into my eyes, his cheeks slightly red, but then again mine probably were too. Usually when dan looked at me, I'd just brush it off, because dan was straight, and as you've probably guessed, I'm gay. But this time was different, dan looked almost like he was enjoying this eye contact, the intimacy strong even though the only thing touching me was the sharpie pen connected to dans hand, I really wanted to kiss him, and something in his eyes told me he wanted to kiss me too. I leaned in slightly towards dans face, and cupped his face with one of my hands, heart pounding in my chest.

"WHAT THE FUCK PHIL!?" Dan Shouted, "GET THE FUCK OFF ME!"

My eyes started to glisten with tears, I was shocked at what dan had just thrown at me.

My throat felt tight, my chest felt like it has collapsed into itself, and I couldn't form together a full scentence, all I could manage to squeak out of my lungs was;

"I, I'm so sorry dan, I, I just-"

I was cut off by dan screaming at me again,

"BULLSHIT!" He exclaimed, storming out of my room and into his own, slamming the door behind him.

I was frozen still, tears were now streaming down my face, I was so fucking stupid, what made me think someone as beautiful as dan would ever feel something towards me, I was so stupid, I couldn't believe myself.

"He doesn't love me" I muttered to myself through the tears.

"And he never will.."

~End of first chapter~

This was my first attempt at writing fanfiction so sorry if it's really bad 😭 l'll be updating these probably every week so if you thought it was good then stay tuned haha, also the next chapter will be fluffy so, yeah.. 😂