The Hollow

A/N

Guys I'm really sorry but I haven't had the motivation to write anymore.

Im recently getting more depressed seeing as we moved not to long ago which I said in the comments of chapter 1. But I'm getting more depressed because I lost my best friend (She is still alive just I don't see her) and I had depression for a long time and then she helped me.

But now I don't have her. And I'm here thinking I have people that love me and care about me I have some friends too. But I just can't do it anymore really. I have to put on a mask a mask of happiness that isn't there.

And I have hard time sleeping now because I used to sleep thinking about seeing her the next day. But now I can't. So I haven't been sleeping well. As I'm writing this sentence it is 6:25 am I was supposed to go to bed at 3:00 am. I really miss her and I can't contact her because she had an email before now she has a phone number I don't know.

But my mom still has her moms number. But my mom also said that she could come over if she wanted. But there is a 3 hour drive. So we could maybe pick her up or I could stay with them. But my mom hasn't talked to me about it yet.

I also just can't deal with it lately cause the other day I was scrolling through my memories on Snapchat and I saw her. I then looked at my camera roll and I realized the first picture that was ever taken on my phone was of her. And it makes me cry because I love her so much and I just lose her.

And school is starting again and I have really bad anxiety. I'm dreading it so much.

I just need someone like her again or just her. Someone I can be myself around someone I can trust someone that I can love.

Also I love you guys and thanks for 200+ reads for just 2 chapters and a A/N.

If you still want me too continue this book just comment.