lowkey | jenzie

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mackenzie

hi, so you might be wondering about my relationship status. i'm confused about it. it's not as if i'm gonna let other people control my life, right?

but it's just annoying that other people wants me to date johnny, and others despice  me for being too close with him.

not until, today. this magnifecent day, were i thought that life would be normal. everything just went worse.

"what is this?" asks maddie, showing me what's on her phone screen.

it was leaked, a video of me vaping. recently, maddie has been going on tour and my mom, has been accompanying her. leaving me doing some shit.

"look, maddie. it's for my anxiety, okay?" i tried to explain to her.

"no, you're just an attention seeker."

i widened my eyes, sort of triggered. i decided to boom,"you might not be the best sister, but let me just tell you that having anxiety is not a joke."

maddie and i aren't that typical sisters you have, yes we fight. but she really hates me a lot. i try to like her, but she pisses me off. mom likes maddis more than me.

it's a family thing.

she slapped me,"you're just overreacting."

i cried and ran into my room, slammed the door and locked it. i messaged my best friend, who i'm falling for.

kenz
john, can we talk?

juan
of course.

and you see, that is why i'm confused. he sees me as a best friend, a sister he says. but i see him as a crush and a best friend.

his name, as an obvious fact is
john vincent orlando.

~♡~
it was short.
qotc
do you miss summer?
aotc
*nods in tears*
august 21 2018