My Heart

chapter 2

My annoyingly loud alarm blared in my ear making them ring like a school bell. Another day of hell I say to my self.

Hi my name is Andrew. Andrew James Jefferson to be exact. I'm 18 years of age, today. I'm around 5'3. I have dirty blond hair that's cut at my ear. I go to Jackson High school in Maine. I'm also a werewolf. I'm in a pack called the Blood Moon pack. I'm the Omega. Meaning life for me sucks more dick then I try to. My Alpha is named Axel. He's only 17. He'll be 18 tomorrow so he won't be at the pack because he's celibating with the beta, Danny. All the girls are so anxious for the alpha to find his mate. I think they hope to be the Luna or their all thots that don't know how to control them selves. However I kinda understand the alpha is sexy as fuck, his chocolate brown hair, bright green eyes and dark skin, oh and he's a nice guy. He never hits me or yells. He's stoped bullies from beating me to death to many times to count. I want someone like home be my mate.

I guess I should also probably tell you that I'm gay. My dad hates me because I'm both a weak, gross, Omega and a fag. I never understood his hate thought. It really is nothing  new for omegas to be at least bisexual. Since we can also give birth to out own children if mates with man.
Once my father found that hitting and punching wasn't bothering me anymore, started to use other 'methods' to get to me. Methods that hurt more then words or bruises and sadly I couldn't ever act like those methods don't bother me. When he did that he took everything I have.

I get out of the warm bed that was not my own and made my way to the bathroom. I take a quick scolding hot shower, do my makeup to cover the newly found dreadfully painful, black eye. I get dressed in a pair of skin hugging black skinny jeans, my favorite 'fall out boy' tee, my Totoro hoodie, and black vans. I run my fingers through my color full hair and call it good. How needs a hair brush when you got good old fingers on your side. I grab my Batman, pin covered, ID and my "Motionless in white" backpack. I then put on my black and acid green, candy skull headphones. I walk out at 7:15 and head to the bus stop that's at the foot of a snowy hill, covered in snow. The bus pulled up and I walk on to sit next to my best friend, Vivi, who likes to  call me the bitch. I think she has a problem with watching her mouth. God couldn't count how many times she had to lick a bar of soap when we were younger. She sees me and suddenly I have two arms around my torso. They squeezed me so tight I thought I'd die. I hit her arm lightly
"Stop please I'm begging you" she just hugged me tighter
"No can do Mr!"
"I need to breath" I got out just slightly. Finally she tell go letting me breath in the thick, chill air.
"Happy birthday!" She yelled in my ear. I winced at the sound of her loud voice. She pulled out a neatly wrapped box. It was a small box only big enough to fit in both hands. It was a simple green wrapping paper and it had a silver bow on top. A small sticker on the side said 'Happy Birthday b. I hope you like the present and I hope you fine you mate soon XD from:Vivi To: Andy' I smiled down at the unopened box. I pulled it open and looked inside was a small Teddy bear that was a nice chocolate brown. My favorite color, besides black. A smile went from one side of my face to the other. Vivi was always my best friend. She was the betas younger sister and dad couldn't be mad to much if she came over. Otherwise someone might suspect something.
Not even Vivi knew what would happen in my house.
I knew she'd tell someone and my mom would lose the only way of life she's know for the last 27 years of her life. Dad would either be kicked out or put in the prison. Man did I want to be there if he was kicked out. The feeling of losing his condition to the pack sounded like bliss. I knew that mom would be broken so I kept my mouth shut and just smile when the question of my home life was brought up.

"Thanks Vivi" I said quietly.