I have been looking for her all my life. At times, I have thought I found her. At times, I have thought she may be here. Yet, I am still alone, surrounded by many friends, family, and little ones. Still, I long for my beautiful, sweet lesbian love. A partner I can hold and kiss every night, wake up to in the morning,and share breakfast. I want that lifelong, passionate love. A woman I can dance with, play music with, and support her dreams, as well as her supporting mine. A woman who gets me. I will also get her. I long for a woman who will always be there and I for her. A woman who is not afraid to hold my hand and lose herself with me. A gentle, loving partner who will wear my ring on her hand. I will also wear hers. I will not expect perfection, but I will know that we are always there for each other- through children and changes, birth and loss, ups-and-down, joys-and-sorrows. I want her with me through every part of life. I know you are out here, waiting for me. I am asking you to meet me halfway. I can feel you and I know when I turn the next corner of my life, I will recognize your sweet smile amd warm heart. My hands are open to you. . .