"You need to find him."
"I don't need to find anyone!"
"To put this in perspective, he is your lifeline, so therefore I would find him if I were you. You are damned to hell for eternity if you don't, keep that in mind."
"I've been here for awhile anyways."
"Stop being so stubborn, son, he is your other half. You were bound to each other, even before you died."
With a scoff, the male was off and sent to Earth as a normal.
All he felt was rage. Pure, blind rage. This wasn't fair, he didn't need anyone. Either way he was damned if he did and damned if he didn't- might as well enjoy it while he can. He knew he loved him though. How could he not? The boy was beautiful in every way. He had such angelic features that lured him in. His tanned, yet pale skin, bright doe-like eyes, thin but kissable lips, and cute smile. His lean but slightly muscular body was sexy, but he knew the power he has over the sweet boy. He enjoyed the way he could literally hurt him, though it did tug on his heartstrings at times. He wanted him, but didn't want only him. It fucked with his head because he hated to see the boy's reactions and sadden looks. Seeing him with another guy caused him to act out and he didn't like the power the boy held over him either. He literally had the power to piss him off, make him jealous, and overall cause him to feel pain. He wasn't technically alive, but he was brought back to live with his "beloved", and it was stupid because the second he tells the boy what he is, he'll leave. The thought frightened him and caused his heart to clench, he really did need this boy.
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"Jungkook, wait up!"
I saw Jimin rush towards me as I turned my head in his direction. A goofy smile took over my face as I sped walked so he'd have to run more. I laughed as he yelped and pushed his legs harder to get to me. His hand grabbed my shoulder to stop me and I turned fully towards him, watching as he caught his breath.
"I really need to work on my cardio." he laughed breathlessly. I snorted and motioned him on, simply not wanting to be late to class. My thoughts lingered to a certain person, and I desperately try to push them aside but I can't. If this was meant for me, why does it hurt so much? I hate this, I truly do. We stare at one another like we are strangers and it hurts so fucking much. Yugyeom and I still talk and I feel something burn deep inside me every time. I know it's connected to Taehyung and I want to find out exactly what it is. Girls surround him and I don't look twice, though I mentally cry as I stare ahead in class. It was as if we were waiting for one of us to apologize, but neither of us wanted to cave in. I stare tiredly at the wall until the teacher comes in and lectures us about different subjects that somehow fall into the same category. I feel his eyes on me and I mentally curse at myself as a shiver racks my body. His looks are cold, but his eyes always tell a different story. The silence is deafening and I want.. need him to talk to me. I grow tired around him and I feel anger and sadness, but I don't do anything about it. I am optimistic in most cases, but I am losing.
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It's finally the end up of the day and I was walking alongside Jimin as usual until he sees his long time crush, Min Yoongi. He scrambles over to him like a lost puppy and I groan, though I know the feeling. I am about to walk away until a gentle but strong yank to my arm catches my attention. It's him. My angel disguised as a devil, or so it seems. We stare at one another, neither breaking the silence until he nods his head in a direction. I sigh and follow, not having a choice, but also craving him. We end up in an empty classroom, and he sighs heavily as his back lands on the door after it's closed. My heart speaks for me and I'm embarrassed by the words that leave my mouth.
"If you're not made for me, why did we fall in love?" He looks at me with such strong emotion and I almost whine aloud. His response stuns me and leaves me breathless.
"That's the thing though, I am made for you."
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oof, this is horrible :( sorry i've been gone so long, hopefully i can start updating again! thank you to the ones that have stayed even though i take forever to update and have shitty chapters :) btw, two verses from a song were used in this chapter- the song is called "Fear of the Water"
