Facts About a Fujoshi

Day 6

Another day of self research and I found myself to another site where not only I can see men in tight shorts but also the kinks and plays. As a healthy young man, I pretty much knows about the 'basics' of this so-called BDSM theme. But I have only seen guys doing it with girls so seeing two men doing it is somehow...

Somehow...

Just somehow. It's not disgusting, but totally not arousing (because, hey man, I am not into hardcore, okay?). Returning to the topic, the site that I found is filled with BDSM doujinshis, shotacons, beastality, and baras. Yes, don't worry. I pretty much know about those terms by now but I am pretty traumatized the first time I found them.

Well, the usual thing "Boy X Boy" is known as yaoi. It's just men having sex with men. I might got startled at my first reading of it (and hope I won't dream about Pico this). Well, they did say that it hurts at first (*^*). But reading the second time (with the proper guidance of not reading straight to the hardcore), I found it... found it quite interesting and amusing. Well, I did just do it for the hopes of my crush noticing me though but...

So, about this new items that I found. First is the shotacon. I know about what shotas are. What I was surprised about are those doujinshis about these cute little fella, looking so harmless, doing the H stuff with either the other cute shotas, their cute friends, some older brothers, and whatever ships anyone is sailing. The art are so properly elaborated that I placed it in another hidden altar beside Boku no Pico. (Is Boku no Pico also a shotacon? I dunno.)

Next is the beastality that is filled with humans looking like animals... or animals looking like humans? Okay, I don't get it but I don't really like the concept of 'rape'. Well, beastality isn't really about rape, well most are really consensual, but those themes that uses instincts as their starting point is somehow... somehow...

Beast-like. Well, they will not be called as beastality if it's not.

Also, I'm pretty much bothered by the fur. I-I am not saying that I prefer seeing the naked body of men but c'mon... I found human skin more aesthetic than the furry ones. Also, I won't judge but seeing two foxes having *** isn't really particularly arousing even though they both have pistons. Haha, I stab whatever you want but I'm not on this ship either.

I know about bara from just searching Yaoi. Well, this one is particularly focued on gay men so I got no problem with it if only... if only those hairs and muscles are not really my type. Too much muscles... I want to have one but I rather the normal chisel type than the exagerrated, nerve-showing muscles. At least, I can still read this one.

And finally, the very topic of this, the BDSM.

Hitting this site really did made me work on with something! How is it that nobody hurts whenever they are tied or what? I read some manga about guys liking BDSM. I wonder if it is stimulating? Though, I do admit tying someone to submission is really exciting. Imagine having someone tie you up and possess the very own of that person...

Nah, I'm not going to that. Just thinking on how those girls will actually flip the table off if ever they find me searching about these stuffs. No, rather, they will even force to tie me up! Girls tying me up is not okay and especially they are using me and Aki to do some BDSM play...

I ended my 'research' and decided to take some nap when my phone played the calling song. I unplugged the computer and picked the phone up. I slightly swayed the chair sideways while waiting for the voice to come up.

"Hello?" I answered.

"Hmmm? Oh, did it get through? Did I get the right number?" The other asked.

"Huh? Who is this?" I remained seated on my chair. The voice seems familiar...

"Natsume? Natsume, is it?"

"Yes? And who is it?"

The voice sounded excited.

"Hello, this Aki! Shiela and Myra wanted us to-"

I cut the call. Speaking of the DEVIL!!!

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I am really sorry for not updating for almost a year. I got busy with university and all. But don't worry! I will post a lot anytime from now. I also got some new stories to post. I HOPE YOU WILL STILL LET ME ENTER THE YAOI HAVEN!