Chapter 5

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2 very long months later I was going back to the house that I had once shared with Niall to go pick up my kids some more of my things, and to hopefully get Niall to sign these divorce papers. It had been over a month since I had filed the divorce and he has yet to sign them.

As I pull into the oh so familiar drive way a very happy Jackson comes running out. "Mummy!" he screams as I scoop him up in my arms. "I missed you Mummy." he says and buries his face deep into my neck. 

"I missed you too bud, lets go inside yeah?" he nods his head as I walk inside brushing past Niall, as he shuts the door behind me. I walk into the kitchen where I see my other kids eating away on grilled cheese sandwhiches. 

"Mum!" Kyle and Sydney both say as the rush to me hugging me tightly, as I kiss them both on the forehead. 

"Daddy made us grilled cheeses mum!" Sydney says excitedly. 

"Did he?" I say smiling at her looking over at Niall breifly before turning away. She nods happily. 

"Mum you are staying here right? We aren't going any where right?" Kyle says. I turn to him and he looks worried. If anyone he has been taking this divorce pretty badly, he was the hardest to deal with through all this because he was older and could understand a little better. 

"Daddy and I are going to go upstairs and talk okay? You guys finish eating then pack up your stuff okay?" I say and smile weaking at them. The nod, slowly and I walk out the kitchen up the stairs toward are old room, Niall follows closely behind me. 

"I just needed to pack some more things." I told Niall walking into my closet. 

"Katie where are you even living? I'm concered." he says making his way over to me, slightly helping me. 

"I have a 4 bedroom condo uptown don't worry about me, I was fine before you and I will be fine after you. The kids and I will be fine." I tell him. "I just need you to sign the papers please Niall stop making things harder."

"Katie, no."

"Niall, please." I whispered looking into his eyes that I once fell in love with so long ago. 

"Can we just try and work it out, please we can try more marriage thearpy anything please."

"Why? What if you're fucking that thearipist too? No Niall, I don't fucking trust you anymore! Especially since you and Dr. Tracey have been seeing each other. Do you know how embarassed I was and still am? I was in her office pouring out my love to you and you guys have been sleeping together? Niall I just-" tears starting coming out my eyes. "Niall i just can't do this anymore-" he stared at me as I began to continue telling him how I felt. I began to hit his chest the more anger that built up inside me. "I'm just done!" I screamed hitting his chest one last time before falling to my knees and crying. 

Niall bent down and wrapped himself around me. Rocking me slowly as I cried into his arms. "Katie I am so sorry." he says. I look up at him and he's already staring at me, and before I know it, his lips are on mine, picking me up and taking me to our once shared bed. 

"Niall," I moaned as he began to suck my neck and un button my shirt. "We can't" I say as he pulls his shirt over his head. 

"Please Katie? One last time and then I promise you I will sign those papers." I nod, not only to get those papers sighed but wanting to feel Niall and be close to him one last time. 

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"Alright kiddos, everything ready to go?" I ask my kids they nod before they run out to the car. I turn to face Niall his expression blank. 

"I'll see you next weekend when I pick them up." he says and bites his lip. I nod, things weren't awkward, niether of us just didn't know what to say. 

"Well thanks for signing the papers." 

"Katie don't make it seem like that."

"Like what Niall?"

"Nevermind, you should go, before the storm hits, call me if you need anything and I will be there." I nod and walk out the house toward the car, "Oh and Katie?" I turn around to Niall. 

"I fucking love you so much." I gasped, hoping the kids didn't here. 

"Watch your language, Horan." I say before getting in the car and driving off.

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"Sure yeah I guess comeover, yeah I was just about to put the kids to bed. Cool okay see you soon, you have the adress right? Okay good, bye." I hung up the phone and walked into the kids different rooms, putting them each to sleep, it was a little bit passed their bed time being 11:30 but we had a long day at the mall. It had been almost a week since the kids and I had last seen Niall he was coming tomorrow morning to pick the kids up for the weekend. After we had all went to a family lunch Niall insisted on going to, for some reason. 

I cleaned up the toys and then cleaned up the kitchen then heard a knock on my door. I opened it and saw Zayn's smiling face. "Zayn!" I said as I gave him a massive hug. "It's been too long." I say and bury my face into his neck. 

"4 months is a long time." Zayn says laughing as he walks in. "How are you babe?" he asks. 

"Truthfully?" he nods. "Exausted and overwhelmed, but how are you with Perrie having the miscarriage and such?" he sighed. 

"I'm doing better. Perrie is still upset about it, but you know." he says and I nod, knowing he isn't a talker I didn't want to pry. "Love the place." he comments. 

"Thanks oh my god you have to see my bedroom and bathroom its amazing!" I squeal. I get up and motion Zayn to follow me, leading him to my bathroom. 

"Wow." he says. "Love the shower." he says pointing to my gigantic shower, and I giggle. 

"Want some wine or something? I have like my own mini bar here!" I hand him a glass of wine and he almost moans. 

"This is amazing." he says. I pour him some more as well as myself. 

We ended up talking some more and sooner or later we were both drunk off that white wine. "Katie I have a confession." he says becoming serious.

"What is it?" I ask, before he said anything his lips were on mine and my fingers were tangled in his hair as I pulled on his hair making him moan. 

"Fuck." he breathed pulling away. "I have wanted to do that for so long now." he says pulling me on his lap as I straddled him. I bit my lip before leaning down and kissing him again before slowly grinding my hips on his making us both moan in pleasure. 

"You know," he says pulling away and I take a glance at his swollen lips. "I've always had a thing for you ever since I kissed you in the hotel room years ago." he tells me. 

"Zayn, I-I don't know what to say." I say flattered, my brain still not wrapping around what we were doing right now. He stared into my eyes and I reached down to un buckle his pants and he hisses before taking off my shirt. 

His pants fall off and he stops me. "Katie wait grab a condom out of my wallet." I do as I'm told before straddling him moaning, already knowing this is going to be a crazy night. 

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Don't hate me! Oh goodness, so I had this chapter planned out and I knew exactly what I wanted to happen and what direction I wanted this story to go, but then I started writing this and thought "I could take this a whole different direction and no body will know what's coming." so that's what I'm doing! Anywyas hope you guys like it as much as I liked writing it, and don't hate me too much! ;)

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