Heart Hope (Flaritza) [A petite novel by M$]

Forbidden Feelings [Chapter 2.1]

Hello guys, sorry first of all. The last part was so short but that was not because I didn't write more, I just accidently didn't upload everything and deleted it, so I am going to recreate and start from where we left off. Who knows, maybe it was meant to be :), nevermind: Have fun, hope u enjoy.

I culdn't believe what I was thinking... I mean what the hell. ''Tonta'' I thought to myself, ''this is normal, everyone thinks of her best friend like this, right?'' But now to the real question here: Why would I be laying on her, why not at least next to her but literally ON her. As my eyes tried to see in the dark i saw my un-used bed and the phone lying on it, still in position to record. Ohhhh, now I remembered, of course...We were recording the kiss for our YouTube channel. And then I got really into it... Well whatever, because that still wasn't the answer why I was laying on her cause I could not remember that happening and me falling asleep on her. Since Flaca was sleeping I snuck out of the bed and my plan was to just watch the Video we did, I mean someone had turned it off right? To my surprise no one did, and so it was still recording. I stopped it and starte watching. You could see me and Flaca talking, obviously I had to turn the Volume off, so I couldn't hear anything, and yet I saw her beautiful face talking, her lips slowly moving and I could nearly hear her rasby, sexy and kinda 'smokey' voice (even tho Flaca did not smoke). ''Que piensas puta?????'' I found myself sceaming to myself in my head. I mean second time within minutes what was going on with me. The kiss started now in the video and at first it was like a cute smooch kiss between friends, but then I looked at myself and saw a look I had never seen before on my face. It was a lusty, wanting look, and I did not know what I thought about it, I mean this was still my best friend flaca I am looking at. ''Stop it!'' I wanted to tell myself in this moment, but I couldnt. So I just sat there and watched me grabbing Flacas boob and her moving me on her lap. Then I saw it: I TRIED TO GET IN HER PANTIES WIH MY HANDS! What the hell Maritza! I couldnt recall that?! Okay, I thought: I had to know what happened next. You could see Flaca saying something I couldnt hear because of the turned off volume, but I think it was something like: ''Whoahh Maritza, you are really getting in to this no? Lets stop girl, I think ist enough for the Vid. Then she moved so I layed on top of her and we both fell asleep and apperently did not move until I woke up recently. Next Thing I saw was Gloria and the others getting back into their Bunks, the guards searching to blame someone and giv shots like wolves on the hunt, but not noticing the camera. It was weird seeing that. It was actually kinda peacefull to see the prison from a perspective where no one notices you. I could even see Daya watching another girl as if she was in love with her or something... What the hell? Interesting, I thought. I did not feel well. It came out of the blue, but my heart literally hurted. Was it because I just watched myself getting rejected by my best friend? I mean, I couldnt blame her. It was weird af of me, but It still did hurt. What time is it anyways I thought. It was 3 in the morning. That meant I had just slept Maximum 5hrs, that is not good. Nooo I am going to break out and have big bags under my eyes tomorow. I had to get some rest... I put the phone there where it was before and went into my bed. Hopefully Flaca culdnt remember what happened after the first kiss, like me, so she wouldn't know what I did after. She did not have to know tht Maritza had watched the Video OR had slept on top of her, so I decided I would just pretend It would never had happened. Nothing but a normal kiss for YouTube. The last Thing I thought before falling to sleep was: Why couldnt I remember what happened after and why did I want it so bad. Why did I want to have Sex with my best friend? It was because I was just very lonely and thirsty right?

RIGHT??

Sooo that' is it. That is at least kinda what I was supposed to upload yesterday. But here it is now, I hope you enjoy. I already have a plan whats going to happen next, Love

M$