Within You Is The Light Of Thousand Suns

Where is she?

After Harry and the Weasley's were properly introduced to each other the kids were sent upstairs due to an Order meeting that was to take place. Harry and the others headed upstairs in 'Harry's room' as Sirius told them. Harry was very ticked-off about his friends not telling him anything about this Order, this place, and his godmother. "We didn't know much ourselves, mate and things we knew about we were prohibited to tell you, by Dumbledore.", was the only reply he got every time he asked. Harry's bad mood faded quite quickly because of the people around, people who cared about him.

The Order meeting ended within an hour and a half. I mainly addressed the matter of Blaze's responsibilities for the Order. The settled on granting her the responsibilities of Harry's personal protection and counsel, and a personal spy for the Order in the higher ministry, by claiming her family seat at the chief Wizengamot. As soon as the meeting was over everyone was called downstairs for dinner. The Weasley's planned on leaving for now and coming back in the last two weeks of their holidays to stay and leave for Hogwarts together.

The residents of the Grimmauld Place were fine with this decision. When everyone left, Harry decided to meet his newly found godmother and ask her a few questions that were popping in his head. All of them headed towards their bedrooms and changed into their nightwear.

Blaze just settled on her bed when she heard a soft knock on the door. A smile crept on her face knowing who it was. "Enter", she said.

Harry walked in and asked, "I...um...I just wanted to ask something. Do you mind having a word? I won't be long, really."

"Sure why not, it's no problem even if takes long. I owe that much.", she answered and gestured him to come and sit next to her on the bed. He walked forward and sat down, then he asked, "I wanted to know why did you leave the magical world? Why didn't you take me with you? And why didn't try to get in touch with me?"

"Well, you're more like your mother then you know, she also had the same habit of firing questions at me", she said biting back tears.

"Now, as you asked. I left the magical world because of the endless guilt of not being able to save your parents. The condition I was in when I left, I was no state in taking care of anyone, not even myself and that would mean putting your life in danger, which I would never want. And for your last question. I didn't try to get in touch with you because I didn't want you to think that the people your parents appointed as your guardians after them didn't really care about you. Which is not correct."

Harry now had a small smile playing on his face. It wasn't every day that people told him whatever he wanted to know. There were honesty and love in every word he heard he was satisfied, actually, he was really happy. It was past midnight when Harry left for his room, after listening to a lot of stories about his 'mama' and 'dada'. She told him about how she met his mum and how they met the Marauders. It was the first the first time that he felt this kind of love, though Mrs. Weasley always mothered him but never did he ever feel anything like this.

After a very long time, he had a good nights sleep. Unlike, any other nights he dreamed of his dream of his mother. He saw her moving her hand through his messy black hair, the kissing his hair and leaving.

It was almost 10 a.m in the morning when he woke up to the shouting and noises coming from the hallway. 'What the hell, is wrong with Sirius so early in the morning', he thought of grabbing his glasses and glancing at the clock on the wall. When he realized it was so late he rushed to the bathroom and within seconds he was he was in the hallway, where Sirius had been creating a ruckus.

"She is nowhere, I searched the whole house a million times.", said, Sirius.

"Don't worry Padfoot, we will find her she must somewhere around here, calm down.", said Remus comforting Sirius.

"What's wrong?", asked Harry.

"What's wrong, he asks. Look at him Moony. 'What's wrong?' he asked.", said Sirius freaking out now "Well kid, your dear godmother is missing since morning or maybe even longer."

"Wha.....What? But,....where could she go?", said Harry shocked. But, why was he so worried for someone he'd met just yesterday. This was something he couldn't understand. But what he thought was the strangest thing was that why was Sirius freaking out so much, about his 'missing' godmother.

"Well, Sirius calm down and let's go to the kitchen maybe she told Kreacher about her whereabouts.", said Remus pushing both of them towards the kitchen. Once in the kitchen, Sirius shouted, "KREACHER!" he appeared with a 'pop' and asked, "Master called Kreacher?"

"Yes, I want you to tell me where is your Mistress?", asked Sirius hurriedly.

"Mistress not be telling poor Kreacher where she going,.....but she be giving Kreacher these letters to give to the boy and the wolf.", he replied pulling out two letters out of his tea towel and handing them to Sirius. Sirius looked at the envelopes and passed one to Harry and one to Remus.

Harry opened first out of curiosity. He then read aloud.

Dear Harry,

I will be gone by the time you read this. I just wanted you to know that it's was lovely meeting you. I could not stay very long with you and I am really sorry about that. But, I haven't left forever, I will keep in touch and I want you to do the same.

I would visit you soon. And if you want to ask me about anything or tell me about anything feel free to mail a letter on the following address:

Fire Manor, Central Birmingham, London.

Take care of yourself and others. 'Don't freak out'.

Love,

Blaze. L. Ignite

P.S.: Only your owl can reach me and I will visit soon.

After reading the contents aloud, he closed the letter and look at the two men standing near him who were now staring at each other, as if in extreme shock.

Sirius nodded and gestured Remus to read his letter. He opened it and read it out loud.

Dear Moony,

I hope you remember that we agreed on a two day stay only. I only agreed to it because I really wanted to meet my godson. He is the only person I have after all. If you're, reading this letter that means I have already left Grimmauld Place.

First of all, I don't want anyone to freak out that I am missing. I have just returned back to the Fire Manor and No I haven't left forever. And if you've already met Harry he must've told you about how will you be able to contact me. But I also wanted to inform you that, you as well as Harry are allowed access the Fire Manor through the barrier. You can also get others if necessary, (though I suggest not to) my house is extremely safe and warded.

Contact me if needed. I will be visiting you soon and expect you to do the same.

Regards,

Blaze. L. Ignite

P.S.: Sorry for breaking into your & Harry's room in the middle of the night.