From Nerd to Be Goddess (Tzukook Fiction)

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Chapter 28

Tzuyu POV

After meeting with Jennie,i went back home because i don't have anything to do anymore..In my mind,i'm still curious about the letter that Jennie was given to me.

"What was the letter about?"I asking myself while focus on driving.

The letter always going through in my mind making me go crazy..Because of that,i decided to went to Han River since it was not far from where i've been right now.

After a few minutes,i finally arrived at the river..I sat on the bench under the shady tree so that i can feel the best atmosphere while looking at the beautiful view infront of my eyes..The letter is still on my hand..I don't want to read it immediately because i still want to enjoying the atmosphere..

After a few minutes relaxing,i decided to open the letter..

"From me Lisa to you my dear Tzuyu..Huh?This letter is from Lisa?"I said confusingly...I looked at the letter,whoa!Nice handwriting dude!

"Heyy Tzuyu!
Its me lisa..You still remembered about me right?Duh of course you are cuz i was your "black past":)Tzuyu,first of all please don't tell anyone about this letter except me,you and jennie..Jisoo unnie and Rose didn't know about this letter cuz....We're fighting right now so YEAH..Tzuyu,i wrote this letter specially for you dear..I wrote this letter cuz i want to apologize to you since i don't have a chance to make it..I really meant it,dear..Tzuyu,please accept my apology,can you?:)I know i was bitches toward your before but everyone also have a feelings right..Tzuyu,to be honest,yes i loved jungkook and i really do..When i found out that he's like you,i was really got into jealous and be like,"Dude seriously?He must insane chose that girl"Hehehehe..Yeah,i don't like seeing jungkook always bothering you eventhough i know it was kind of bully..I felt so heartbroken,just like you tzuyu but i never showed it to anybody including my members...I know that i was strong girl even the fact is actually NO:)When i heard that you want to moved in,i'm to be honest was felt really happy at the same time feel curious..You know why?Of course because of your sudden attacking announcement hehe..I really confused..Why would girl like you moved in like,seriously?How her family afford her to a new school?You're just a poor girl in my thought that time..But it just broke my heart even more tzuyu..You know why?It is because Jungkook always thinking and talking about you non-stopped,while me?I felt like the third wheel:)But it sokey tzuyu!After feelings so much hurted and depressed,i decided to let go of Jungkook cuz i know,he's never opened his heart to me and well,of course i just accept it sincerely..But do you know what the funny is?I know i was hurted by him but i still try ma best to show my smile infront of the others and jungkook and sometime i act so clingy with jungkook just to cover my feelings HAHAHA..After month by month,i finally met this one guy..Dude,he's so HOT hehe..His name is Bambam aww the names are so cute;)I really like him and so do him but i still with Jungkook..Well,me and bambam are still not a thing and just a bestfriend bcs Jungkook still not know about this..I often go out with Bambam and Jungkook?:/He seems doesn't care about me duh..He always with his hyung and when i ask him out,he always said 'busy busy busy'..So thats why i with Bambam since he always have a free time.But after one day,there's have an event on the hotel..It was celebrate for Bambam parents succecess after they won in some or blah...I just skipped it cuz this letter is too long!And as you expected,Jungkook was misunderstand about this..He was at the same hotel in that time and he caught me and bambam at there..Well,that time Bambam just send me to my room,but Jungkook think otherwise you know...I know its my fault cuz i never told Jungkook about Bambam and i literally regret it..Well,its was the end..I don't know what will happen to us after this and i expected that Jungkook will broke up with me:)Tzuyu,for the last time,,I'm really sorry for causing a damaged between you and Jungkook and because of me,you become hated him..So...I have to stop here..I hope you read this letter and i also hope that we will meet again in the future;)Remember,don't showed or tell this letter to anyone include your members or jungkook..Lastly i want to say,MIANHE TZUYU AHH!SARANGHAE..Just want you to know that i'm good here:)Please eat well,rest well,and mostly stay happy and healthy:)Hehe i hope you don't get bored to read this horrible letter:/..Bye Tzuyuu!!"The last word that i read..

Without me realised,my tears already dropping to my cheeks and the letter..

"This girl is so funny!"I said while laughing but i felt like my heart ache.I never know this girl actually same as me too.I become more emotional when i remembers about what she's just wrote on the letter.

"Pabo..Of course i'm forgive you.."I said and my tears dropping to my cheeks like a waterfall..The atmosphere here was cold make me felt dying inside.Um i even don't understand what i'm just wrote right now'(Sorry

"As if you know that this was your last time wrote a letter......"I stopped for a moment and then to a deep breath because tired of sobbing,

"Lisa ah,i really hope that what you wrote in this letter comes true..I really want to meet you..I really missed you..I really want to hugged you tightly..But the fate never allowed us to do that..I was bit dissapointed..Why you?Why you must gone in this world?Mianhe Lisa ahh..Jinjja mianhee.."I said while sobbing and the letter is already wet because of my tears.

I hugged the letter tightly as i don't want to let go of it because this letter is so special for me,especially it was from a not guilty girl,Lisa..I rested my head on the tree while admired Lisa wrote this letter before.

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After i arrived at home,i immediately rushed to my room without say anything.

"Tzuyu?Are you okay?"Dahyunie asked and i stopped walking.

"Ah y-yess i'm okay..I want to go upstairs for bathing,so just continue your relaxing,okay?.."I said while sniffing then rushed to my room without waiting their respond.

I put the letter in the one box that no one can opened it easily cuz it have 'password'')

After that,i quickly take my bath..I took a long time for taking bath because i took a nap for a while in the bathtub.

*knock!Knock!!*

"Tzuyu ah!Are you in there?"Someone said but i still closed my eyes.

*knock!!Knock!"

"Tzuyu ah!Open the door please!"

"Tzuyu!Why aren't you respond me?!Tzuyu!!Open the door before i call the guys to broke it.."

*no respond*

*knock!!Knock!!*

"OMAIGOD TZU,AREN'T YOU LISTENED ME?!OPEN THE DOOR!I'LL COUNT ON THREE IF THERE IS STILL NO RESPOND FROM YOU,I WILL CALL THE GUYS TO BROKE IT."

"1"
"2"
"3"

I still not waking up and i felt like my eyes so heavy..I want to open but i can't..I heard someone was called my names many time but i can't barely open my eyes.My body is getting cold and my face are pale like a dead body.

*BOOMM!*

"OMAIGODD TZU!!!"Someone yelling

"Tzuyu!Wake up!Jebalyoo.."One girl said while crying

"Let me take her.."Someone said.Huh?

Finally i can opened my eyes for a bit and that time someone was lift me from the bathtub..I looked at the guy,

"J-jungkook?"I said with my weak voice and that was the last time before i closed my eyes once again.

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