ive fallen

I meant

help me

I said im just scared

I meant I cant take this anymore

I said I ate

I meant im starving

I said go away

I meant show me how much u care to stay

I said im cold

I just didn't want u to see my scars

I said I was better

I meant ive never been this bad

I said im ok

I meant I wanna die

                    I meant..........