The Nerd's Crazy Obsession

Chapter twelve

The following day I went to school as usual and went to class. I sat down on my seat and lay my head on the table . I felt someone behind  me then a tap on my back. I looked up to see Aiden ,I jumped from my seat to hug him and he hugged back.

"Hey stranger." He said not letting go from our hug.

"Dude, where have you been?" I asked still locked in the hug.

"I had to take care of a few stuff but I'm back. Hope you missed me , cause I guarantee you I did." He said smiling , and my eyes widened so hard I thought they were gonna fall out.

"You missed me?" I asked surprised

"Of course I did , I mean no one gives the best hugs like you do".he smiled once again and I just laughed.

"Its pretty unique, I know." I said laughing.

I was so glad to see Aiden back at school again. Just seeing him made me smile . Then next to me was Jansen , I couldn't stop looking at him and lately I haven't been focusing on my studies cause I keep thinking about him . Okay I gotta confess why I'm trynna avoid him.

So I took out my diary and started writing:

Dear diary..
The only reason i keep trying to avoid Jansen is that I actually got feelings for him. I can't spend a night not thinking about him, every time I look at him I just remember what could've happened that Friday. I wanted to kiss him too but I don't know what stopped me or maybe its the thought that he was one of players at school , he would have just made me love him then ditch me. I really wanna tell him I like him but I'm afraid what he'll say , that the black girl likes him and that would be kinda weird . I guess I'll just have to keep my feelings for him and learn to get over him even though its tearing me apart. He's the reason for the teardrops on my pillow every night and the only thing that makes wish on a wishing star . I try my best to ignore him but I feel like I get more closer to him and I can't risk breaking my heart by the bad boy.

I'll get over him eventually right?

A/N

My apologies for the short chapters , its just that I'm really busy cause exams are on the way. I really hope you guys enjoy , I put in a lot of hard work to write this book so please show some kindness by voting and commenting.

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